i give up.. went to the polarhome place jen recommeded and basically had NO idea what to do there.. this calls for.. erm.. more/less professional help.. i hate to trouble ppl i hardly know, but guess i'll make an exception this time. i'll just d/l a doll and try to get this guy to help me put it up.. if it works i'll just leave the doll there temporarily until i get home to my laptop, add final stuff to the doll i've been working on and replace the temp doll. He's kinda busy now, but says he'll call me back in an hour or so.. so i guess i'll have to wait.

*sniff* think i'm coming down with something.. been sneezing non stop since morning.. all in all i dont feel too good.. dont think its the lunch i shared with jen yesterday right?.. she said she was sniffy, but then again, so was i.. but its a full fledged cold today, determined to make my life even more miserable.

ok.. now i feel REALLY dumb. he called and started sprouting all sort of.. erm.. weird terms i couldn't understand.. and i had to like tell him the stuff he said sounded more greek as he talked.. anyhow, he is trying to figure out whats wrong.. *mutter* have to wait for him to call back again.. this will -NOT- go down well with me aunt.. so far, i can calculate 10 bucks worth of incoming calls. for today. he said something abt checking the scripts or sometthing *blink* dont ask me what the hell THAT is. yes.. erm.. guess this is truely uh.. "professional" help.. so much so that i have to basically say," please.. layman terms before u confuse me further.." *laugh*.. oh well.. its -NOT- working. *mutter* *whine*

The Band Quiz By Rahel

hmmm.. i tried to use brinkster, but as u can see, the doll aint showing at all.. looks like i cant link it from here.. i -NEED- a server that will allow me to show the graphics from here... *mutter* any suggestions anybody?

for some reason or other, i havent had much to type lately.. i mean, i SHOULD have stuff to type.. considering how damn talkative i am.. but no.. nothing much to type. *recalls* dont think anything even MILDLY interesting happened lately.. oh wait,.. erm, i went for the urine test -again- today..Was supposed to go for this one like, 2 mths ago or something.. but well.. *sheepish grin* i was too lazy to go ALL the way to the Uni health Service place.. ( which is like.. 2 busstops away from my fac btw..).. they want to find out where the damn blood is coming from. so *shrug* if i come down with kidney failure or something *shrug* not that i really care of course. everyone has got to die sooner or later. i just want to die as painlessly and quickly as possible. i'm so -NOT- going for dialysis.. or whatever its called. it hurts like.. well.. let me quote angie " it hurts like a bitch.".

How dumb are you?
You're stupid.


Don't get me wrong; it could be a lot worse. Your stupidity is never going to kill people or start an international incident. In fact, you can wear it on your sleeve, and pretend it's ironic. Your friends and neighbours may even respect you for displaying your inner moron.


The knowledge that you really are a few brain cells short of a baker's dozen will remain our little

*scream* what is happening?!.. the bottom bit of my blog-update page thing says "page cannot be displayed".. i've refreshed and refreshed and tried everything else! but i just dont know what has gone wrong.. *whine* why me..?

Spent the whole morning doing up a doll.. i edited quite abit so it took me ages.. *whine* my bum hurts from sitting down too long..

http://dollz.hotcity.com/palace/dollz/dollz.html


http://www.angelfire.com/stars4/skybluedollz/prepmaker.html


found some doll makers.. but i dont have the graphic program here.. maybe another time..
hey daph.. if u still can find the time to make a doll for me, kindly do so.. somehow i seem to make unsatisfactory ones.

i need to talk to jen.. so many things on my mind.. i talked to lianne yesterday abt what was bugging me.. and she just sighed and made some comment which i totally agree with. oh well.. *sigh* why this?..






What lame pick up line are you?

for some weird and unknown reason, i cant seem to see my own page.. it comes out as one white page.. let me try to republish..

not ina good mood today.. i dont know why.. just this.. melancholy.. prob coz i know i wont be able to see melvin at all anymore.. *sniff* not happy...

your sexual personality is Phi-ELDN-9.


Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Phi), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (9).


As a Phi, you have a good sense of yourself and your sexuality. You know how to turn on the sex appeal when it suits your needs, and have a fair amount of confidence when it comes to your sexual performance.

The Relationship Satisfaction Test


Satisfaction = 7/10

Good news — it looks like you're pretty darn happy with your relationship. Sure, you might want to change a couple of things — why can't he remember your anniversary for once?! — but overall, your answers tell us you're one satisfied customer. Surprised? It's normal to have doubts about how you and your guy are doing, but it's the big picture that counts. And we can see that, overall, you two are on the road to happiness. Of course, even the best relationships need work to stay in peak condition. It takes constant effort to maintain a good level of communication, keep your goals and hopes in sync (not the boy band ...), and make sure you settle conflicts before they get out of hand. And all that labor can't be one-sided — both you and your partner need to be committed to putting serious time and energy into making your union work. That said, your odds of making it are better than most, so give yourself a big pat on the back and go give your honey a hug.