Saturday, November 16, 2002

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*hugs lianne* everything will be alrite hon.. thanks for calling me to let me know just now.. i wish i could do something to help. Hope you'll manage to get a seat.. coz its the hols and all, and seats are.. well.. normally full. even better, maybe ur daddy will be all well by monday or something. *hugs* it'll be alrite.

damn, now i don't feel like typing anything. am keeping my fingers crossed for lianne's daddy... i still remember that little carousel thing he fixed up.. so pretty.. and that was when i was in primary school or sumthing. *sigh* i do hope he'll be all fine and *frown* everything will be fine, just the way they were.

Friday, November 15, 2002

*sigh* man.. this has gotta top it all.. both Lianne and Melvin are sick. While my dear is complaining of pain everytime he breathes, my best friend is vomiting all over the place.. *wrinkles nose* well, she ain’t really puking all over but, well, you get the point. Well, I hope the 2 of them will get well soon. Your birthdays are coming! You guys can’t be sick!


I was thoroughly annoyed today when I read this particular article submitted by a Straits Times reader. He brought up the issue of making National Service compulsory for ladies. Of course, the topic has been brought out for discussion time and again. It was not what he wrote about that annoyed me. It was his whiny, spoiled-brat, snotty attitude that irritated the hell out of me. It caused alarm to my parents when I glared at the papers and very nearly crumpled the offending article to throw it into the nearest bin. Then I very loudly announced that the guy who wrote it was “ a bloody idiot”.. much to the dismay of my parents coz we WERE in a public place. Just read the article. U’ll get what I mean. At least, Lianne will.


”It is high time that compulsory national service be introduced for women. Such a move will not only bolster our defence capability through increased manpower but also more importantly, it will accelerate the progress of gender equality.
In our society today, women are no longer expected to bear the responsibility of looking after children and home. Similarly, Men in Singapore should not be made to bear the responsibility of defending the country alone. Women should stop trying to obtain more rights without taking on more responsibilities
By having men and women undergo NS together, it will increase interaction between the sexes. This will forge better understanding between men and women. Hopefully, this will foster less chauvinistic behaviour in the men.
Furthermore, increased interaction may even increase the chances for women to meet their prospecti ve partners.
The benefits of NS, such as increased pay, easier admission to university and other government goodies, would no longer be confined only to the men.
Women would no longer complain about the “unfair” advantage the men gained owing to NS. Even the Malaysian government is planning to enlist women as well. Shouldn’t the Singapore government look into it too? – Han Yong Yuan

I shall repeat myself. He is a bloody idiot. I’m sure the Singapore government has already looked into the matter at hand more than once. Plus, if there really was a need to involve the ladies, I’m sure that action would already have been taken by our dear government. Is this moron trying to say that the guys are not capable enough?.. so much so that they need girls to defend the country? Has he not been paying attention to that “total defence” campaign? Does he expect all 18 yr olds to be packed off and sent to the army? Is the whole thing even economically viable? Females do contribute to the economy, ya know. So instead of working, he expects the 2 yrs to be spent learning how to throw stupid grenades.

Gender equality indeed. *scoff* we can never have true gender equality until the men can give birth. HE wants equality? Fine. Then let HIM be the one who gets pregnant. No matter how much housework the men do, it will never equate to that 9 months. He can’t compare it to bringing in the bacon for the house, cause ladies do work now. And they bring in money to the family all the same.

notice the sentence in bold? If he had been in front of me when I read that sentence, I could not have guranteed the continuity of his well-being. “ Increased interaction” and “ meet prospective e partners” indeed. I’m sure we have no problem meeting prospective partners, thank you very much. Is he perhaps, desperate for that so-called interaction? Coz I noticed he stressed a lot on that point.

and what? We absolutely have to enlist the ladies because the Malaysian government is planning to?! that one has to be the weakest statement in this whole article.

plus, one would HAVE to notice that the “more important” reason is gender equality. Why isn’t the defence of the country placed at the top? After all, that IS the main reason for enlisting ladies right?

*mutter* he IS a sniveling bloody idiot.


Thursday, November 14, 2002

ya know, i was wondering.. does ANYONE ever notice the imood thingy on the right?.. does anyone actually read the lyrics that is put up?.. did anyone even realise it was there?.. *sigh* i'm in one of my moods again, as u can all tell.. *sigh* i miss melvin terribly.. and on top of that, he had to fall sick, so i miss him dreadfully, as well as worry abt him tons now.. coz its not like he's only down with the cold.. i nearly fainted when he called to say he was in hospital.. at least they didn't keep him overnite there.. THAT would cause me another sleepless night.. *sigh*

the chem paper yesterday was pretty alrite.. at least i dont think i will fail. its the organic one this sat that is killing me.

Wednesday, November 13, 2002

*yawn* spent the night talkin' to jen.. online. *yawn* sleepy.. anyways, i cant seem to study anymore. NOTHING. absolutely NOTHING is going in.. i've given up.. complained to mom and she told me to watch tv instead. *laugh* just love her reactions sometimes. and its soooo hard looking for lianne's bdae present. Mom and i went to almost every cosmetic counter and we still cant find her present. all the sales ladies just look at me weird..

what's that brand?.. there is some brand.. makeup forever i think. they have black lipstick. *laugh* was tempted to buy it for lianne but i changed my mind coz i reckon she may not relish looking like a corpse..

anyway, i dont have anything to type in. i'm just bored coz i dont feel like studying and i'm real worried abt my organic chem coming sat.. but i just cant seem to hit my notes,.. been telling myself i SHOULD. but as u can see.. *sheepish laugh* i'm still here. currently waiting for dad to come back home so he can fetch me to school.. *wrinkles nose* mom doesn't want to travel "all the way there" so she got dad to leave the office early so he can fetch me there. *laugh* poor daddy.

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

oh well.. i feel all better after what.. 2 hours of sleep.. *yawn* will be v dead today.. *laugh* ck, thanks so much for v interesting conversation we had last nite.. just some bits and pieces to give u an idea abt what rubbish he and i were talkin' abt last nite.. think i sorely tested his sanity.. *laugh*


Malice: wud do you consider pretty? can't trust ur taste..

Shatteredhopes: even prettier than irene..whats worse is that she actually sounds nice..well.. from what i hear, at least...

Malice: i hear all sorts of rubbish everyday..

Shatteredhopes: u would think she was perfect.

Malice: duh... pretty + mildly nice = perfect..

then blahblah... we got onto something that we shouldnt have talked abt.


Shatteredhopes: being rich and handsome is not everything ck

Malice: yeah... but it's quite big... add in smart funny sweet and talented and it's quite a lot.i'm not saying it's everything..

Shatteredhopes: most girls would fall for that.. i suppose..*wrinkles nose* i however, dont exactly want my guy to be ALL that

Malice: if it was possible, why not?

Shatteredhopes: i'd rather have a guy who looks slightly above avg, decent paycheck.. enough to go on hols and support kids n stuff.. basically just comfortable

Malice: so if you had 1 normal guy and 1 perfect guy, both of whom you don't know in the least, you'd go for the normal one?

Shatteredhopes: uh huh

Malice: you're more freakishly illogical than i thought...
are all girls like that?

Shatteredhopes: i dunno.. go ask around..and then tell me, so i would know if im a typical female or i'm just all weird

Malice: but logically i think you should be in the rare minority...
well i guess it's good too...

then it developed into a full blown discussion abt "perfect" ppl.. urgh.


Shatteredhopes: k. lets stop.. this is getting nowhere

Malice: besides, you're not getting my point...

Shatteredhopes: k let me have the last say and lets forget abt it

Malice: i can't resist...can i have the last say?

Shatteredhopes: no!

Malice: so u'd rather have a normal boring but sweet guy than a smart sweet funny cute nice caring handsome guy who fits u perfectly? sure anot...

Shatteredhopes: a smart sweet funny cute caring handsome guy would nvr fit me perfectly ck

Malice: too perfect right?

Shatteredhopes: *mutter*

Malice: argh... i think i gotta reboot my brain after this huge dose of weirdness...

*laugh* see what i mean abt testing his sanity?..

Monday, November 11, 2002

i cant sleep.. i cant sleep n its all melvin's fault. *sulk* alrite, so i cant totally blame him. girls, lemme ask u all a question. isn't it terribly annoying knowing that something is bugging the guy u care for.. and he refuses to tell you what is wrong? he starts it off by apologizing coz he didn't feel like talking. u call him anyway to realize he sounds.. well.. his tone of voice is just all.. wrong. its all weird. and when u ask what's wrong, he says he doesn't feel like talking about it. see that's when things start to get irritating. coz u KNOW by the tone of his voice that there is something wrong. and the fact that he doesn't wanna talk about it just amplifies the fact that something IS wrong. and it must be a real big deal coz he doesn't wanna talk abt it. so u give in and hang up.. say 10 mins later. then feeling uneasy, u call again to check things are alrite with him. and now he claims there is nothing wrong.. tho his voice still sounds.. wobbly. so u hang up again. and realize u can't sleep coz u're worried abt him. so u call again. this time he just says there is nothing to worry abt and suggests that u go to bed. then u bug him somemore and his lips are still water-tight. and all the while, he's still sounding weird.

right.*sulk*

i dont know.. it brings to mind alot of stuff. other than wondering what the hell is wrong, i wonder why he cant just tell me. and then i wonder if we're really as close as i believe us to be. then i wonder what other stuff he hasn't been telling me. *shrug* says alot for someone who's supposed to be able to tell me everything. i threw a private tantrum just now.. muttering to myself," dont want to tell me?.. fine. dont tell me anything at all. i'm not interested.." then i realized i was just deceiving myself.. after all, i was annoyed coz he wouldnt tell me... so that can't mean i'm not interested. but then again, i was not interested, as in like.. interested interested.. like it was some juicy gossip. i had wanted to know coz i bloody care, and if he chooses to throw that in my face, its his choice.*sulk*

What pair of panties are you?


Sunday, November 10, 2002

*sigh* oh well.. stuff happens.. just read jen's blog.. *sigh* i'm not going to say anything. mostly coz what i'll say wont make a millimeter... or nanometre of a difference. *shrug*

i think my brain cell just went on strike.. coz for the life of me, i dont know what to type.. *sulk* oh.. something is wrong with the nus mail thing.. i cant log in.. and enetation is down.again.

*laugh* erm,.. went over to lianne's on friday.. we got started on the sims again.. *giggle* was asking her if she remembered how we used to put ourshelves in the game.. and live together.. build a really nice house and all.. and we would have a phone in EVERY room.. and i would always complain my bedroom was small. *laugh* then we would create 2 guys.. *laugh* and put them somewhere in the town. place a phone next to them so we could erm.. "call" them over.. but other than that, their plot of land would be.. empty. then we would make the guys propose and i would move in with the guy.. and lianne's guy would move in with her. then i would go into a frenzy of baby making.. *laugh* i just LURVE that nice red bed that allows.. erm.. group activity.. *laugh* the way that babies pop up is kinda weird tho.. make them kiss enough and this bubble pops up asking if u want a baby.. then poof a cradle appears. with a baby inside of course..

this time however, we decided not to create any guys.. *laugh* becoz we wanna have pets instead.. think lianne's got her heart set on this puppy.. i want that black cat however.. wonder what would happen if SHE got a puppy and I got a kitten.. *shudder* wonder how e game is going tho.. *moan* its exam period.. i shouldnt be playing.. but hell.. lianne, i need to go to ur place soon.. getting abit of a withdrawal thing going on here.. and please.. lets go buy that workout station.. we've got tons for logic and creativity.. but i think we are missing abit on the exercise bit for our characters. oohh.. btw, my character is called.. erm.. Tisha. and LIanne's is well, lianne. One thing hasn't changed tho. we always pick the same "face" for our characters. same one over and over.