*sigh* oh well. whatever it was that i wanted for my birthday today, i didnt get it. i mean, yeah. sure i didnt tell him.. but he kinda promised to buy them for me for my birthday.. guess he forgot. i mean, i cant really blame him can i? i mean, it's been ages ago.. like he told me he would buy them for my birthday like.. beginnnig of the year. can't help but feel disappointed tho. the day was fine other than the lil glitch.. i mean, we had lunch, went to watch "2 fast 2 furious".. not really my kinda show, but there wasn't anything else to watch...

Oooo and i nearly forgot, i bumped into clara today, she was waitressing at Jack's place ( where i had lunch )... *grin*

sigh. back to the present i silently wished for.. *sigh* no.. not a diamond ring. i DID tell him i wanted to have dinner at Lawry's prime ribs for the coming valentine's.. lol... told him to start saving.. dont think he'll remember by then tho.. *sigh* i cant say what i want here.. coz he may read it and.. well, there really is no pt rite? i write it here so he could buy them.. the logic is, " if you dont know, i cant tell ya" lol.. rite li?

*bounce* had dinner with Lianne yesterday at this mexican restaurant at holland v.. the food wasn't bad, the company.. well. *grin* divine.. lol.. it was only after the dinner that i suggested drinks. damn. we should have skipped dinner for drinks i think. i started craving for a nice alcoholic drink rite after dinner. maybe i'll get myself some later. Anyway lianne got me this v v much needed hair treatment *gush* thank you lianne! i love her so much,... lol... she knows just what i need, WHEN i need stuff without me telling her.

Kay, and i met up with eugene on.. tuesday and he gave me this nice little figurine thing from precious tots. v nice. thanks eugene! its got a nice sparkly peridot on it.. *beams* like sparkly stones.

spending the day with melvin. he *rolls eyes* suggested that since it was my birthday, i should spend it in my birthday suit. ha ha. *rolls eyes* wonder if... nah... he's reading. i'll leave my wonderings for phone time with lianne :) no it's nothing to do with the birthday suit idea. It's abt something i want, thats all. a present. not saying what i want here.

anyway, have to go. *beams* having lunch with melvin and i need to chase him out of the house else, we will take forever to leave his place.

by the way, i added new lyrics to the side, its a translation of "un amore per sempre" by josh groban. the title translates to "one love forever".. v nice. you guys should take a listen sometime.

went to visit melvin today.. wasn't too shocked by the tube sticking out of his chest. i wish he would stop trying to show it to me though. it's not a pleasant sight.. lol.. what shocked me was his fragility. *cough* well, he DID look pale, and basically, looked like he was abt to breathe his last any minute now. looks worse than the last time.. he couldnt even stomach anything.. like.. even apple juice,.. he kinda drank a teensy bit, then threw it all up in less than an hour. not pleasant to have someone throw up 3 times in the 2 hours i was there. almost made me want to cradle him in my arms.. -almost-

erm.. made the mistake of not having breakfast.. or lunch for that matter, before i went. in the end, i was all.. giddy and would have collapsed right on the foot of the hospital bed. would have been real embarassing if i did.. thank goodness i sat down fast enough.. and for some reason, i got really sleepy while i was there.. don't know why though.. i was ready to just plop myself on a chair and sleep.. didnt though. it woudl have been unsightly if i did.

bumped into timothy at orchard in the evening.. he was with -that- girl. lol.. i HATE the way he says my name. everyone has a certain way of.. caling me.. the tone and lilt and stuff. but TIM. TIM! he SPITS my name out like something unpleasant. he was standing behind me. the minute he went ," CAt!", i frowned and thought ," only tim spits my name like that.." true enough.... *pout* that guy. bet he does it just to annoy me sometimes.