Saturday, August 30, 2003

shit. i feel wasted. woozy.

love cable car. the bar or pub or whatever place near center pt. try the angel kiss. it's like "woot!". cant think straight. drank too much. actually. it was only a lil. but everything is so.. light, u know. i fell asleep on the way back. hope melvin survives the cab ride back.

shit. i need to go sleep. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZy.

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

hm.. i think i just may start another blog. a more personal one.. found out that a few of my friends have been doing that.. and well, i guess when everyone u know is reading ur blog, u cant really type much abt.. ur feelings, ya know. and it would be kinda cool if i started one and didnt give the address to anyone at all. sure ppl may stumble across but what are the chances of it being u guys? *smirk* but well, it really depends on whether i can get my fat butt up and working. (speaking of which, i just may choose to strangle Melvin the next time he calls me chubby)

Been listening songs from the Vienna boys choir.. not bad.. love the "angus dei".. dont know what they are singing abt really.. but lol.. it sounds nice.

Poor eugene has to stay in camp this weekend :( apparently he was planning to ask me out..( he just called me suddenly last nite to apologize coz he cant come out) *sigh* oh well, too bad then.. the weird thing is.. uh.. i cant remember making plans with him in the first place!.. *laugh* oops.. sorry eugene.. lol.. memory real bad lately.. or did u mention it when i was half asleep?.. lol.. forgive me ~gene i'll buy u a tulip to err.. make up for it k?

aiyah. have to call meng. ask her to bring my notes.. think i better call her now before i forget.. i was supposed to call last sunday... but i forgot.. ~hee.*proceeds to call meng* *laugh* she ask me why i only called now to remind her abt the notes.. at least i remembered to call her k..

went to NUH today.. did a kidney scan.. i was whining to the doctor ( who's young and relatively cute btw).. i was asking him if he was sure that was my kidney.. coz everything looked like a tv screen gone bad.. he said i would have to trust him.. i insisted everything looked the same while he tried unsuccessfully to point my kidneys out to me on the screen. think of those prenatal ultrascan things. yeah. something like that. then he told me they looked normal - as in no cancerous growth. (duh..) then he said they would need to do another urine test. AND an Xray. i was thinking "x-ray.. no pain.. alrite.. " then he said they would need to INJECT some sort of a dye before the x-ray. *faint* *whine* and i would have to go back abt mid sept to do the x-ray. injection.. *whine* i whined to the doctor at any rate. he said it wouldnt hurt and i just looked at him till he relented and said it would hurt a lil bit. i just snorted at that point and muttered something abt not trusting doctors it came to injections and estimations to pain. the trip today costs a freaking 50 bucks.. then i need to go for the x-ray which will cost abt.. another 60 i think. coz the x-ray itself is 40, then 20 odd for consultation what. *mutter* then a (hopefully, if there is nothing wrong) final check up in october..which will cost another 50 i think. URGH! freaking expensive!i need a rich boyfriend. *poke melvin* work harder u. *smirk*