Friday, December 12, 2003

I found a job. I actually found a job. it's till christmas supposedly. But i really am not sure coz they allocated stuff for me to do and it's supposed to last till christmas.. except i think i'll finish all that work in less than a week. Like I was supposed to issue checks today and send yesterday's checks in the afternoon.. i kinda finished all my work in the morning ( including filing etc) so i only worked half a day today.. *sigh* which means i get half the pay. which kinda sucks. But honestly, issuing checks and stuff doesnt take one whole day.. takes me an hour at the most.. *grin* I learnt how to use a typewriter! it was FUN.. except i made so many mistakes.. There actually IS a delete button of sorts.. You kinda press that button and press the wrong letter one more time and the letter disappears. its weird but hey, it works. it's damn noisy though.. think my desk was the noisiest. I have to use that coz the names and stuff on the checks have to be typed..

Am feeling.. alone. There are people around me, yet i am alone.

Went to the library a few days back to borrow books.. at the right time too.. the night i borrowed them was the night DOAC servers were down for.. erm.. patching. So i actually managed to read one book. Jenny is right. Reading is one of our "forgotten" pleasures. I haven't read in months.. so it felt really good to sit down with a book.

I went to the "body show" with Vynnie.. and for once, i actually paid for part of the ticket. Normally he just pays for everything.. *giggle* We had lunch at macs then we went down to expo.. then i got thirsty along the way so i got an OJ.. after that i was kinda short of a few bucks for the ticket. So vynnie said he'll pay for it. I said no.. that i would at least pay for part of the ticket. Think he was.. pretty surprised *laugh* can you imagine all these years i've never offered to.. and suddenly i'm spending my own cash? yeah. he was surprised. *laugh* The exhibition was pretty cool.. and Vynnie was right abt the best exhibit being that one of the pregnant lady. I had to hit his hands a few times to make sure he didnt poke his fingers into the exhibits tho. There was this bit where they showed you foetuses.. week by week.. from week 3 i think. to week 8. i thought that was pretty cool. Most of the exhibits there were male tho. *cough* There was preserved male anatomy wherever i looked. Vynnie noticed it too.. and he complained, " why are all of them male?" that perv. Nah.. lol.. he didnt complain.. he was just wondering.. so when i saw the exhibit of a female torso i dragged him there and went "there. a female one". *laugh* After we left the exhibition we went to coffee bean for erm.. coffee. and we played with his camera.. i was practically falling asleep on the table by then though. and Vynnie was yawning away so we decided it was time to go back. we switched trains at Tenar merah (?) and after we got on that train, we promptly fell asleep. I dont know abt him but i didnt wake up till i was at city hall. you know, i was supposed to go with Tim. But TIM being HIM... asked shan shan to go with him and forgotall abt me. I still haven't forgiven him for it. And where is the dinner he owes me?!

Sunday, December 07, 2003

empty

lyrics from this song i like.called stardust btw

Sometimes I wonder why I spend
The lonely nights
Dreaming of a song.
The melody haunts my reverie
And I am once again with you.
When our love was new, and each kiss an inspiration.
But that was long ago, and now my consolation
Is in the stardust of a song.
Beside the garden wall, when stars are bright
You are in my arms
The nightingale tells his fairy tale

Of paradise where roses grew.
Though I dream in vain, in my heart you will remain
My stardust melody
The memory of love’s refrain