Another quiet saturday afternoon.. I dont have any plans for today, surprisingly. Main reason being i was reminded that i've been going out everyday for the past week.. and i went to check my bank account and mmm.. had a very rude shock. *laugh* oh dear. i didnt think i was capable of spending almost all my pay in less than a week. Yet.. well.. its about 4pm and i'm ready to just scream in boredom. or cry. That is a big problem of course. I have this tendency to be all miserable and burst into tears at anything. when i'm alone, that is. Currently trying to stop myself from feeling miserable.. maybe i'll msg Lianne.. then again, i -think- she's busy.. *pause* oh well.. think not then. Maybe i'll head down to the library.. yeah.. *pause* its a weekend though.. gonna be terrifyingly crowded at Takashimaya. Dilemma, dilemma.. what am i to do..

*pause* I just spend the last 15 minutes staring at the screen.. my brain feels fuzzy.. and.. *frown* and i cant remember what i wanted to type. BAH.

An old friend has suddenly been msging me quite abit lately. Well, he actually msges me once in awhile, but i've.. seldom replied. And amidst the corny jokes and lame-ass things that tend to leak from his mouth, he... mmm.. isnt as bad as i originally thought he was. Which is something new. *wrinkles nose* For most, he just borders on the line of being annoying though. *shrug*  as most lame-ass ppl are.

I wasnt sure how to start my post. so i told myself to just start typing.. and.. well, here i am. I had an enjoyable day.. Melvin and I 'chatted' via email this morning.. it was weird sending one sentence emails and getting an almost instant reply *laugh*

Then I met up with tim, eugene and shan shan at bugis. We headed to Sakae sushi for a sushi buffet. *burps* excuse me. I think i consumed like 10 plates of sushi. plus one bowl of udon. plus.. assorted things here and there. well, at least it seemed like 10 plates.. i mean, normally, i would just take a max of 3 and that would be it. but today.. man. *laugh* well, the company was good, to say the least. The 3 of us were teasing eugene coz he absolutely refuses to admit that he watches porn. ( alot of pent up fustrations -  according to tim *laugh*) and eugene said something that totally went wrong.. i cant remember what it was he said, but it lead to the conclusion that he didnt watch porn coz he had erm.. the real thing *laugh* Shan shan, being the 'local expert', concluded that all guys watched porn.. only some did it in secret while some ( like tim) practically goes around telling everyone *laugh*

Then there was this huge discussion about our government. Eugene thought they were trying to control everything. Shan shan said it was give and take.. with control, there is.. well.. order. and peace, in a way. quite a bit of discussion about local politics there..

We went to watch 'I, robot'.. not a bad show. Will smith's bod didnt appeal to me for some reason. Too.. bulky.. and.. mm.. sculpted. ( there was a scene in the bathroom.. *wrinkles nose* ) Mmm not a bad show. There's a twist to the old robot concept.. wasnt as boring as i thought it would be. Dont think its worth the money to watch it twice tho ( eugene was watching it for the 2nd time ).. but Mmm not bad. I think Sonny ( or Sunny) the robot is rather adorable. in its own way *beam*

I need a cuddle.. *pause* I need you here.. *pause* i'll shut up now.

its not even 9.. i feel so drained. *rubs eyes* oh well.. night all *wave* i just wish there was someone to tuck me into bed..

*touches cheek* I went for a facial today.

And melvin just managed to piss me off. again. he has this talent for pissing me off.. and he's really been working on it lately.

Too pissed to blog. another day then.

I wont cry. i refuse to cry. i just had facial! *slaps self* no crying! it sucks. it sucks how one sentence from a guy. carelessly spoken, without thought or ill intentions. it sucks how one sentence can cause such pain and make one cry. *mutter* facial down the drain. *hunts for tissue*

I treated this really cute guy to Swensens today *wink* We had fries and ice-cream. He told me about his day and we laughed about things that happened to him that morning. He grinned at me before coming over to my side of the table and attempted to tickle me. I retaliated, of course. And i tickled back. Then he sat down next to him and asked me, " Can i have a balloon?" Pffft. 5-yr olds. *giggle* he IS adorable though. We went for lunch coz i picked him up from class at noon *laugh* and i promised ice-cream and fries last weekend.. so.. swensens it was. *beam* That cousin is gonna one tough cookie when he grows up.

My dear boyfriend just complained that i havent mentioned him on my blog for ages *prods melvin* i believe there was one post just for you a few days back. even though it was a one sentence post. but yes, it was directed at you. *wrinkles nose* i'm sorry i flared up like that. I really dont understand why... i just, assume the worse, you know. Its always terribly embrassing to throw a tantrum and yell and hang up on a person.. then realize that he had a perfectly good reason for calling late ( i.e doing math ).. *blush* Gimme time to get used to this! its always hard to imagine you doing work *giggle* i really have to work on controlling my temper. *pout* anyway, public apology here. I dont owe you ice-cream anymore. *grin*

My timetable is SO screwed.. really sorry jen. i dont think i can bear a repeat of last year's performance with the admin. Anyone remember me complaining abt some arsehole in admin? when i told him my minor mod clashed with my major, he simply said, 'drop the minor then'.. *growl* just remembering it and i extend claws on reflex. *growl* Sorry jen. i know you're really really busy.. but could you try?.. please? to call them tomorrow morning, i mean. and check if cm3242 is only available sem one. *sigh* I dont know what to do if its only available in sem 1.. coz it clashes with 2 of my core modules. PLUS it means i wont be able to take cz1102, which means my faculty requirement is potentially screwed as well. damn NUS.

Mmmm thirsty. i need an OJ. *runs to fridge* bah. i think i'll take milk instead. Lyndon warned me numerous times that taking dairy products just before bed causes nightmares *laugh* honestly, i get nightmares. milk or no milk. half the time my dreams are haunted coz i'm half concious, reliving the past and i'm fighting to return to reality. I struggle awake, literally. then i'm so drained by my efforts that i fall back asleep. the cycle happens a few times.. until i'm so confused as to whether i'm in real life or not. Then when I finally force myself to leave the bed, and not fall back asleep, i'm disorientated for the first 15 minutes. In a single morning, i can 'wake up' 6 or 7 times. Either in the dreams.. or for real. Eugene said it was a sleep disorder, i chose not to believe him. nvr read abt anything like that. They're just.. nightmares.

Lianne bullied me into a happy post *laugh*

and angels f: i have to go to work :
([04:57:32 PM] ~Catherine~ : he came by to pick me up..
[04:57:38 PM] ~Catherine~ : Mmm yeah
[04:57:42 PM] and angels f: oh that's sweet
[04:57:48 PM] ~Catherine~ : yeah..
[04:57:54 PM] and angels f: i want a happy post to come back to, you hear?
[04:58:03 PM] and angels f: *bossily* see to it!
[04:58:08 PM] ~Catherine~ : orh. i'll churn one up
[04:58:13 PM] and angels f: guai :D
[04:58:18 PM] ~Catherine~ : *beam*
[04:58:24 PM] and angels f: *giggles madly*

So yes. *mumble* think happy. think happy... *pinches self* think happy! * goes chocolate hunting* alrite. happy :) Eugene and I went to catch 'Brotherhood' today.. i was SO reluctant to watch it.. am glad he managed to convince me to go.. coz the show is nothing short of fantastic.

It was really funny coz I told eugene not to drive.. that i would be fine with taking the bus.. so i left the house at 11.15.. we were supposed to be meeting at 11.30 ( that means i was running late. again.) anyway, i dropped my phone at the bus stop, so i msged him to complain that my heart just broke *sniff* my phone! *heartache* the bus came.. and i got on, only to have him msg me to tell me he was at the carpark near my place. *mutter* so i had to get off the bus.. and wait for him to come pick me up from there.. and me, being me, scolded him for being stubborn. I told him not to drive! I was midway thru my little lecture when it started to rain very heavily.. he just kinda laughed and said I oughta be thankful, else i would have been caught in the rain. *wrinkles nose* i just decided to keep quiet at that point *sparkle*

The movie was FANTASTIC.. the battle scenes were gory, i was cringing half the time but it was a very very good show. By the time the movie was halfway done.. i was in tears and it took all my self-control not to go sobbing on the poor guy's shoulder. it's not the deaths that made me cry. It was more of the.. older brother willing to die. to go all out, just to let his younger brother go home. And how the younger brother began to resent the older.. coz well... he changed. He became.. brutal and.. basically cold blooded. and the younger brother told the older that he no longer knew him. But even tho the older brother changed.. personality wise and stuff, his main goal was still to get his younger brother home safely ( as in, everything's changed except his love for his brother, i think ).. only the younger brother didnt know that. The show got a lil draggy for one of the battles.. but man.. the last 15 minutes of it.. were the bits that made me cry the most. Its a show worth your 8.50 if you watch it during the weekend. highly recommended!

There Lianne, your happy post *giggles madly* pity eugene had to go back early to help his mom, else i would have dragged him to dubs. and make him drink milk while i have something else *beam*

someday you'll forget me.