Thursday, June 12, 2014

Numb

Melvin left his phone on the bed while we were watching some TV series. I took a peek at his phone and was alarmed to find the words "dear, I miss talking to you"

The "dear" he was refering to wasn't me.

It was then that all hell broke loose, I guess. Bastard's been having an online affair since after Chinese New Year. He even installed a private couple chat app where there won't be notifications.

Hie first instinct, when I confronted him, was to call HER. SHE then immediately disconnected from the chat so that their messages were automatically deleted. SHE was married with two kids.

I've spent the past few days crying and wondering why. How could he have done this?

I didn't think he was capable of such.. sly.. sneaky things. All this time I thought he was the... honest type, yaknow?

He spent the past few days grovelling, naturally. I don't know. I can't trust him. If this marriage isn't enough for him anyway, I want a divorce.

Oh dear god, how do I carry on...