*stones* not in a good mood today.. but then again.. i'm seldom in a good mood. jenny.. need to talk to ya. you're online.. but u r forever "away"... what's up with that man? been playing sooo much monopoly i'm officially sick of the game.. maybe i'll play again later.. maybe not.. *sigh* think i'll go for a swim later.. prolly.. i dunno.. most prob.. maybe if i can get the energy to call jen she can come over and swim.. maybe..

*whine* school is starting in a couple of days time.. *whine*

i had a v interesting conversation yesterday... well.. i kinda chanced upon this article about how guys are soooo inclined to cheat on their other half. And well.. *sigh* i dunno. what IS IT with the male species? why would 40-yr-olds go around chatting up someone less than half their age? why would they do such a thing even when they are happily married? Melvin says it depends on the the guy's intentions. right. Is there really such a thing as " no ulterior motive" when an old coot chats up someone relatively really young? i -do not-... -cannot- believe in such "innocence". what's a lady supposed to think when she finds out her hubby is chatting up some girl half his age? and even if he claims it's nothing,.. *snort* right. she'll be an idiot to believe him. guys like that chat up girls in hope that something will happen. they may not like, go all out for it. but they will will welcome such an.. erm.. encounter? not sure of the term here.

Something just snapped in me yesterday i guess. if not, this weird topic won't be popping up. i wonder how many of u remember my "uncle peter".. he was.. in between wives. *rolls eyes* thank god he left me alone after finding out i was interested in a.. erm.. relationship. he's almost 40 for god's sake! for a guy who just divorced and is engaged to another, he sure had little common sense. *gag* the worst thing is, he actually seemed nice enough.*gag* Ooooo.. i wonder if irene remembers this 48 yr old. *faint* he suggested i elope with him. *screams in horror* what did i do to deserve such a nightmare? then came steven etc etc. and if winston suggests that i kiss him once more, i WILL kick him so hard he'll remain a soprano for the rest of his life. and i didn't even do anything to encourage those kinda shit. happily married men. indeed. well, except for the 48yr old.. oooo wait. he's 50 now ain't he?.. yep. old coot.

if i ever get married and find out that my husband is chatting a young girl up, i would declare him a perv and kick him out of the house. have i mentioned its normally not "a young girl".. but "several young girls"? *spits" losers. can anyone blame me for not ever really trusting a guy?. hell, i don't even know for sure if my DAD is online at the mo', picking up young girls. i can't trust him totally. and if i can't trust my dad, i really can't trust anyone else. Damn those guys to eternal burning hell.

*yawn* am back from e cruise.. came back like.. on sunday actually.. Ooooo.. guess what.. i forced my bro to sing karaoke. *laugh* made him sing "top of e world".. *giggle* he was SOOOOoooooo embarassed.. i just laughed.. and laughed.. and laughed.. i DID look at him weird when he tapped on my shoulder at 3am on sunday, suggesting that we go sing somemore. the place opens till 5am.. but still. i may like to torture ppl around me with my singing, but i still need to rest my OWN ears.. *mutter* 3 freaking am..

it's new year's eve today.. *blinks blearily* ppl will be spending the night up just to count from 10 to 1.. *yawn* lovely. happy counting. and happy squeezing with all the other sweaty stinky bodies there. urgh. hate crowds.hate sweat.

oh,.. and i tried my hand at jackpot on the cruise.. mom doesn't know of course.. i kinda dug into my pockets for a dollar coin and gave it a shot. man.. they have note slots.. when i couldn't find a dollar coin, i was thinking.. " hey.. maybe i have a 2 buck note".. but noooo.. the machine only accepts 10s and 50s and 100s.. *mutter* i found a dollar coin in e end anyway.. it was over in what.. 5 secs. there were 10 buttons on the damn machine.. and there were nice lights flashing showing which buttons i could press. *laugh* have NO IDEA how to play e damn thing.. so just went.. " ohhh eeny-meeny-miny-mo.. *press* " it was over in what.. 4 buttons. *rolls eyes* i honestly have no idea how ppl can sit there pressing buttons.. i mean, to spend one buck to press 4 buttons.. *frown* the screen was interesting enough i guess.. with the picture things rolling and all. but honestly, it's just a waste of time. and money. i should've spent that buck on one more game in the arcade.