Something in my comp has screwed up. i cant access the ivle. it says invalid password/username/domain. like i log in everyday and there is no problem. why TODAY? i need notes for tomorrow's class damnit. *curse*
Dont think i will be blogging for awhile now.. at least for the next week.. too much stuff.. with projs and lots of tests =( weeeell... *cough* time to go try and understand whats been going on in my chem class.. the test IS on coming monday.. *sigh* see ya guys
stats class starts in an hour... *sigh* and i'm suddenly piled with work. too much. too much.. too much work..
dont feel too good today.. no,.. i'm not sick.. just feeling.. empty. dont know why. at times, i just feel this.. helplessness. this void. this "fuck-it-and-let-me-die" feeling. *sigh* And since i'm not the kind that use vulgarities much.. well.. *sigh* no other words to describe it. fuck it and let me die. *mutter* hmm.. just a thought.. what "it" does the phrase refer to? beats me. like everyone and everything.. *growl* think i shall stay alone for the day. god knows what kind of harm i will cause ppl in this kind of mood.
hey ppl.. check this name analysis place out : Kabalarian philosophy
k.. there is a stats test coming up on 4th oct.. *sigh* its NOT going to be pretty at all.. considering it has made no diff whether i've been attending lectures or not. i mean, the lecturer(ess) is a nice lady, i grant her that. but she cant teach even if her life depended on it. the tutor is even worse. some honors guy who just graduated. Ruby has given up going for stats.. Guozhong is skipping half the lectures and tutorials.. benjamin gave up as of just now. he asked me if i was going for stats tutorial ( which is now), and i said if there was a pt. i mean, i GO for lectures even when i dont learn anything and thats more than enough time wasted. i refer more to last sem's notes than this sem's text and notes. URGH! can anyone tutor me in stats pls? i dont wanna flunk this and bring it over to next sem. ANYONE!
oh.. nearly forgot to post my name analysis up.. here it goes:
Your name of Catherine makes you easy-going and refined, but detracts from your physical vitality. You desire all the finer things in life--lovely clothes, home, furniture, and environment. However, procrastination is your worst enemy, and you find yourself lacking the ambition to make your dreams a reality. People are inclined to take advantage of your sympathetic, tractable nature. You naturally attract people with problems who seek your understanding and advice. You can give good advice although it is unlikely that you would follow it yourself. You would be most successful in situations where you can use your skills in diplomacy in handling people, but where you are not under pressure or required to carry responsibility and make decisions. It is difficult for you to be individual and make your own decisions, for you lack self-confidence.
the whole chunk of words make sense to me. though i cant really agree with the "sympathetic, tractable nature" bit.. and i'm not exactly the most diplomatic person on earth either. comments, anyone?