Listening to: Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - Kai

It's amazing how songs flood you with memories. Both pleasant and painful. This particular song reminds me of.. innocence. It's not the children's version of twinkle twinkle ( I'll assume not everyone has heard it - even though Lianne prolly grinning/cringing at the mo'. She's heard that one more than her fair share)

Yeah *sigh*

Dates back to the time when I stayed with Grandma in Ghim Moh and didn't quite have a computer. Melvin would play that song for me on his comp while I held onto the phone.. and slowly drifted off to sleep (except the times when he tried to sing along - too busy giggling to sleep). But then, that was more than 3 years ago. How things change.

We had another one of our "heavy conversations" just now. And until this point in time, I wasn't sure if I wanted to post the details at all. Granted I was the one to bring it up, but.. *wrinkles nose* nevermind. It is not of importance. Not on the blog at any rate.

We grow up. To be very different from what we envision ourshelves to be. Often, we grow to be exactly what we swore we wouldnt turn out to be like. Ironies of life. Can't escape it.

Anyhow, my nose is still bugging me. It's not runny.. rather.. it chooses to get really mucky and stuffed at approximately 11.15pm every night. Sooo, I spend 15 minutes blowing my nose.. sleep for 45.. and wake up to blow my nose again. Been 2 or 3 nights now. I'm ready to throw myself in front of a bus to end my torture.

I'm really enjoying myself at Mel's place at any rate. Peace and Quiet. Something I haven't had in years.
I think I may move out as soon as I get a perm job. I don't see myself staying longer than neccesary.

I know this post may not seem very coherent. It's really a few topics just jumbled up together. Shimin, if you ever read this, let me know if you will be in school Wednesday afternoon. I'll be dropping by at about 2.30pm. Maybe we can grab something to munch or something. not science canteen. *shudder* we -could- go to that coffee place at Med Fac though. we'll see how it goes.

Jen, see you on Friday.