Listening to: Nothing - at the office

So yes, I'm supposed to be working but I'm blogging. Sue me.

Was talking to Li just now (YES, on msn while working! get off my back already..)

Snippet of our conversation (hope you don't mind Li)

~Catherine~ says: i dont have bad attitude
~Catherine~ says: i have no attitude.
~Catherine~ says: period.
~Catherine~ says: bleh.

lianne [i turn to look, and burn my eyes.] says: bleh indeed!
lianne [i turn to look, and burn my eyes.] says: you're never happy though, you notice?
lianne [i turn to look, and burn my eyes.] says: like there's nothing that seems to make you feel happy
lianne [i turn to look, and burn my eyes.] says: perhaps you should start looking for something like that
lianne [i turn to look, and burn my eyes.] says: so you at least have 1 thing
lianne [i turn to look, and burn my eyes.] says: or way of escaping

~Catherine~ says: would it be really bad if i told you - I dont know what will make me happy.
~Catherine~ says: I love you tons. you know me so well.


The conversation's been on my mind since.. somehow. Been feeling.. a lil relieved that someone seemed to understand. A lil vague.. a lil like "where have you been all these years".. and a lil like "what have I lost. who am i.." kinda weird feeling.

sigh.