ah well.. it's been a week since i last blogged.. rather surprisingly, quite alot had happened.. it's all unhappy stuff so i shall not go into detail here.. why bore you with insignificant intrinsic details?

my papers started yesterday.. chem was.. well.. it's gonna be better than the rest of my papers and it wasn't fantastic. i screwed up on some questions, but that's expected. philo was.. weird. i'm not sure if i even got half of them right. sure it was an open book exam. but even if i had my notes with me, they would not have been of any use. *cough* i didn't KNOW it was an open book until i went into the exam hall. *blush* silly me.

you know.. ppl come and go.. you meet ppl, some stay, most do not. those who stay, all is well coz you get along.. what happens if one of your most trusted..friends, does something totally unexpected, brainless, hurting and heart shattering?.. and you start to think," hey.. maybe i don't know this person well at all.. maybe this has all been a lie.." and you start to doubt, to suspect, everything that person says and does.. the friendship should be totally over. it should end right there and then. a friend who lies to you is no friend at all. but no.. i pretend there is nothing wrong.. maybe after a while we'll drift apart. it's okay.. it's not the first time.. we'll drift and our lives will go on. And even though we are no longer on the same path, we have others around to depend on. i'll be fine. really.