*sighs* well, i haven't been online for quite a few days.. hence haven't exactly been visiting other ppl's blogs and stuff.. and normally when i come online, i get my work done then i go to my blog thing, then i go to lianne's and then jen's and irene's.. mostly in that order. but i'll always go to Lianne's blog first. and i just did. don't apologize Li. really. *sigh* erm.. i'm not gonna say anything much here. what makes you think i'm strong, li? haven't i always depended on ya for almost everything? nevermind.. i get what ya mean. maybe things will revert as closely back to normal as possible over time.. *wrinkles nose* say a couple of years down the road.