*moan* this is soooo stupid. I have an exam paper tomorrow afternoon. And what did i just do?.. drink. so much so that i keep on making typos.. URGH. I had to type the word "tomorrow" like.. 4 times.. at least i'm not drunk. so that's alrite.. *grin*

the sad thing is, i didn't PLAN on drinking.. had dinner at the vietnamese place with alphonsus and Jenny.. then we went to NYDC for dessert.. then I mentioned something abt vodka. Alphonsus immediately perked up.. *laugh* so we went to drink a lil. He finished off a whole jug of beer (minus a glass.. I stole some from him)... they were having a happy hour special.. and we had free chicken wings.. which was really nice *beaM* His face was like RED,... think monkey's ass.. lol.. Alphonsus is SUCH a nice guy *grin* many thanks to jenny for intro-ing. AS it is.. I only had ONE drink. called "zombie".. it was very sweet. v nice.. the name very misleading.. *laugh* erm.. i'm SLEEPY.. think i shall go fall on thebed.. nitez..

had another tedious study session.. Jenny just left about half an hour ago.. This time we managed to do 2 exam papers.. took us like 6 hours though. NOT pretty. But at least we managed to dig out stuff which we don't know. AM going to bug Ms Teh again on friday ( the day before the damn paper no doubt) But at least we managed to do some more stuff. right?

I've been spending too much time on chemistry.. Am falling behind for other subjects.. think I shall attempt my cell bio tomorrow. I'm meeting Melvin tomorrow. And have come to realize that the only thing i can study when i'm with him is Cell bio. Don't know why. It's weird. I can only do chemistry with jenny. Not only coz we are taking the same module. But I can't seem to study any other subject when i'm out with jenny. It's WEIRD.

right now my brain feels numb.. even as i type.. My fingers seem to be moving of their own accord.. its truely weird. Oh.. lol.. did i mention i abandoned jenny at the bus-stop? It's not very nice of me.. true. I had no choice tho. *laugh* i was.. terrified! see.. i am absolutely terrified of flying insects. I don't like insects in general. but its the FLYING ones that make me literally run in the opposite direction.. There happened to be a few big flying things at the bus-stop.. i made myself stay.. for like 5 or 10 minutes.. then this big black buzzing thing flew reaaally close.. at that pt, i kinda.. well.. fled. lol.. but i DID call jenny to make sure she actually reached home in one piece..

*rubs eyes* Jenny came over and we studied. From three to.. well.. nine thirty. The session was long.. yes.. but I can't say that I've actually managed to learn anything.. sad.. *sigh* right now i'm just too tired to really post.. so erm.. another day then..

Oh yes.. a million thanks to tim.. He has been msging me everyday to give encouragement *grin* And he's been there to talk whenever i need to. *holds drink up in salute* thanks tim. For understanding what I need at this pt in time.

that flu medication is scary. I fell asleep after posting yesterday and i didn't get out of bed till like 6pm.. Had those dream-within-a-dream-within-a-dream shit yesterday again. I keep on waking up, then feeling SO tired and groggy that i conk out again.. almost comatose If u ask me. I finally decided I enough of those dreams and told myself to roll off the bed so i can REALLY wake up. U have no idea how many times i "rolled off the bed" before I left the bed for REAL. and after i woke up for real, i lay on the floor for a few minutes to confirm that i've returned to reality. then i practically crawled up using the bed for support.. then i fell back onto the bed and well.. woke up again at 6.