I erm... went to get my hair chopped today. a good 3 inches or so. its now just brushing my shoulders (well most of it is.. its layered in this really unusual way.. side bits are really short but its still kinda long behind) and sticking out in all sorts of weird directions. AND i finally went to get my eyebrows done *sighs in contentment* i DID call Lianne to check if she was free, but she was.. uh.. still asleep when i called at noon so i went by myself. ALMOST went for a wax as well.. decided against it coz erm.. well, i had 2 bucks to my name. kinda. no QUITE enough for a wax and i didnt want to call Melvin and "borrow" his card. hee.

Just a personal note to my erm.. boyfriend. ( feels funny. that title. nvr called him "boyfriend", he's always been, well.. Mel.) I'm sorry. I dont know what's up with me. The mood swings have been horrid, i know. And you've been even yelled at for breathing too loud, or something like that. We're too young to make any serious promises. You're right. *shrug* You can't give me the stability i want and need now. *wrinkles nose* TOo bad now aint it? just a matter of who decides to give up first.

Pffft. ignore most of that. I dont even know half of what i'm typing. Am a terribly confused girl here.

My speakers are screwed up. The music sounds.. erm.. hollow and echo-ey. i dont know whats wrong but its pissing me off. something tells me i'll be buying new speakers soon. *looks around* anyone willing to erm.. donate to my speaker fund?

BAH. its ten plus am EDT. the DAOC servers should be up, but they're not *growl* i want to go play my bard... btw, i called my bard Alyrianne. i think its a LOVELY name.. french name for Lyre actually :) and I got myself a new hero. well... a heroine ( considering she's well, a girl) called Lrysha. my guild in the game is more or less dead.. i doubt i'll be returning to the game after the end of this month.. (mainly coz melvin's bank acct is gonna be closed... and well, he IS the one paying the monthly gaming fees....) BAH. well, maybe i'll play EQ2 when it comes out, if melvin plays. Or play Worlds of Warcraft, if eugene decides to play that. Since neithers' confirmed yet... hell... if neither of them are playing, i'm gonna play the SIMS2 with Lianne. then we can play sims online *beam*

To Urram and Finn and Noane, if you guys are reading this, i miss you guys terribly. keep in touch ;)