there was this same feeling of.. detachment. of emptiness when melvin called just now. we hung up and i was just.. numb, ignoring the now-familiar pain. then for no reason, i called him back to tell him that i missed him. and for those 20 mins.. it suddenly felt right again. i'm not sure why. it was truely unexpected.. and pleasant. i'm sure i'll be sleeping better tonight *smile*

<:edit:>then again, it was prolly coz he wasnt talking in some weird accent, for once.<:/edit:>