*sigh* its been really boring lately.. nothing much happening.. i'm still having headaches.. *sigh*

ruby, u're blog is looking much better :).. erm.. *cough* and i have nothing to say.. CNY is coming.. everyone is like, so excited.. *rolls eyes* i'm -not- for some reason. cheery festivals like these always make me feel.. bitter.. resenting all the joy around. i dread christmas coz of corny christmas songs all over. and NOW its CNY songs that grate my nerves badly. like ENOUGH already. *looks irritated* like i know its supposed to be some.. i dunno.. festival thing. but i can't like.. enjoy truely. after all, its just another holiday. such days don't hold any meaning for me *shrug* its hard to find meaning.. in life. in the stuff ppl do. whatever. i don't mind the red packets, that's for sure.. but still.. *shrug*