went out to watch "bringing down the house" with Vynnie yesterday.. it wasn't a bad movie.. kinda funny.. but it was not fantastic. at least, it didn't live up to what I had expected it to be.

my eye hurts!.. *whine* The doctor says it some sort of an allergic reaction. allergic reaction to WHAT? *mutter* i have no idea. i only know my eye is swollen and it hurts. It's feeling a lil better after i took the medication.. but it's still a lil swollen.. i think i shall stay in for a few days.. i look like a freak. *mutter*

hmmm.. i tried to call ruby yesterday.. like.. i called what, 4 or 5 times i think. and she didn't answer. had wanted to tell her there was a job opening.. but *shrug* couldn't find her. too bad then. i didn't get THAT job either. It's this really annoying cycle.. i can't get any experience coz i can't get a job. and i can't get a job coz those ppl don't want ppl with no experience. this is great. so what.. am i doomed to have nil experince till i grad ( if i grad) or what?.. then the cycle will repeat itself.. it works for both perm and temp. can you imagine, a couple of years down the road, i grad and go a job interview?.. the VERY first question they would ask is "why the HELL didn't you work during your vacations?".. and i'll have to explain why and it will look real bad coz it will seem as though i'm making excuses and i won't get that job and it was happen over and over for every interview and i will never ever get a job. this is what is supposed to happen.. theoractically. realistically speaking, i'll prolly get so desperate i would try to get a job at Macs for 4 bucks an hour just to get some god damn experience.