*sigh* couldn't concentrate at work today.. *pout* was too worried about work.. how am i to concentrate on my work when melvin is being cut up in the op room?.. *sigh* he called me alot of times today.. lol.. before he was wheeled in of course.. i haven't heard from him since his last call at noon telling me that he was going in soon.. i spent the entire afternoon wishing i was there with him. well, i suppose i could have taken the day off, but his mom was going to be there and well, she IS his mom and naturally she will have to be there on the day of his op.. so yeah, i didnt go. couldnt go. because they would only allow one visitor per session. and i heard that they have grown really strict abt visiting hours, so i can't spend the whole day there like the last time.. *sigh* dont like this at all.

plus there is the itty little fact that he will be really free while on his mc. and guys which are too free, well, do stupid stuff. *cough* i -know-. well, *shrug* if he starts picking girls up online, i shall dump him. whether he is in pain with stitches in him or not. simple. just hope i have the strength to go thru with it. god knows how many times i've got really mad/disappointed and wanted to leave but failed... lol.. screw that. Lianne knows... doesnt mean she's god...Ooo nevermind if ya dont get it... today was the last day at work tho.. lol.. coz i had this weird notion that school started next week.. i only found out 2 days ago that it started on the 11th.. *sheepish grin*