Saturday, November 01, 2003

*sigh* I blame this on fongky.. *grins at fong* all her fault. Actually.. what she said in her blog makes sense,.. what are we all working for anyway? For a damn piece of paper. Yet its importance can't be emphasized upon enough. It's my ticket to the working world.. well.. not only MY ticket considering the number of undergrads there are.. anyhow. it's sad ain't it? It's a material world out there and you guys know it. Soon, degrees won't be worth a thing. Even now, look at the unemployment rate of degree holders. It's horrendous! I wonder why the focus is on the umemployment rate of degree holders.. what about the diploma holders? Are they better off so there is no need for the focus? or maybe it's like what Lianne complains about half the time," The government doesn't care about the poly people." beats me. and i'm getting sick of the topic. It scares me.. knowing I'll have to work one day and that I don't have a job guranteed.

I tried to study for chemistry today. It took alot of phone calls and encouragement from people around.. but i managed to polish off 4 chapters. yay! *laugh* Tim promised me a dinner if i pass well enough. Not sure what the "well enough" bit really means.. prolly around a 3.0 average. *grin* well, even if i can't get 3.0, I'll whine for a treat coz i passed. If I fail.. well,.. i can always.. *snicker* whine for consolation ice-cream. *laugh* Poor Tim. He really has NO idea what he's gotten himself into.

and eugene owes me ice-cream too. yay!

bah. I'm waiting for exams to be over.. then maybe I'll go shopping for a swimsuit. Need to burn calories. I'm getting.. well.. *sniff* tubby. or as my stick-boy melvin ( aka dickhead chong) puts it," Choo-bi". *laugh* oh dear. He IS gonna scream at me for putting his nicknames up like that. Well, his camp mates call him dickhead chong. I call him stick-boy, which is a compliment. I could have went with "toothpick-kid"... *cough* nevermind.

*sigh* I end every single day with a headache. Think I shall go.. sleep.. Joel isn't online anyway.. No point waiting for him.. I wish he was online.. he is one of the few people I actually want to talk to online. He has seen me through lots of shit.. ya know. Maybe coz chances of me seeing Joel again is like.. very very low.. so I can just tell him stuff. anything and everything. One thing I can't stand about Joel is that he doesn't seem to have the word "romance" in his vocabulary. But other than that, he's cool :) He's the only guy I know who complains he's fat. but he's cool *sparkle* i wish he was online..

Friday, October 31, 2003

the test was... well,.. horrid. i walked out in half an hour coz i didnt understand a damn question. well.. i saw some familiar terms at least.. so its an improvement eh? *grin* anyhow, i'm banning myself from games till after the exams. as it is, i haven't play gunbound since.. er.. last night *grin* i just printed some chem stuff so i figured i would blog for abit before i go finish up chapter 8 for chem.

am meeting ruby tomorrow for the stats proj. chances are, we'll meet for a few mins only.. lol.. considering that i really have no idea what to do for the proj *sigh* but we'll see.. we'll see..

watched "identity" today. it was cool.. rather cool :) Melvin ( that CHICKEN) was squirming and cowering beside me. CHICKEN. sure i was squirming too.. but hey.. i prolly watched more of the show than he did. *laugh* there was once he was telling me," watch it.. dont keep hiding behind the jacket.." so i did. made myself go thru this whole gruesome bit.. then next thing i know, i hear a muffled voice asking," what did they find? what did they find?" that idiot. told me to watch that scene when he himself was cowering like.. like a damn..whats that term?.. FAG? ~gee.

I msged eugene today and got a v "christian" reply. honestly eugene. dont msg me church-infected phrases. please. and dont quote the bible. please. it just gives me the heebie-jeebies. Poor eugene got yelled at for that "palsm something something states that blah blah" reply. like *gives the sky the middle finger* you get my drift.

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

*frown* i have a test tomorrow, which i haven't studied for. this is bad. there are like.. err.. 10 or 12 topics and subtopics i think. this is bad. plus another test on tues and the damn stats proj due on tues too. which my grp hasnt started on. i mean, i keep on msging ruby to ask her when the hell she wants to meet up and do the damn thing but i never get a positive reply. i dont even understand the damn question. damnit. *curse*

Sunday, October 26, 2003

hmm.. i made myself study a little today.. an accomplishment! yay! lol.. wonder when jen is free for another study session. i would suggest coming saturday but i think she would be busy ;) we were studying on friday. and well, we managed to do a little each. which is not bad.. we sat and studied for 4 hours k.. its pretty cool :)


CONGRATS to Lianne for getting 1560 for her SATS!! Woot! u go girl!