I miss him terribly. even tho i dont say it. or show it much. how do i tell everyone around that waking up is a chore.. and that everytime i see.. couples together it just.. i dont know.. *sniffs* Even tho he tells me everything is gonna be alrite.. *cries* it doesnt feel right when he's so far away! *bursts into tears*

I havent seen him in months. and talking everynight.. just.. isnt enough somehow. *wails* and he wont be back till feb! *bawls* this is all your fault melvin! *grabs a box of tissues*

*blows nose*

its all your fault.. *cries somemore*