Saturday, July 17, 2004

its been such a long time since i had such fun.. been such a long time since i laughed till my sides ache *beam* was a lovely lovely day.. spent an afternoon in K-box singing corny songs.. automatically struck out all chinese songs.. had loads of fun watching glenn and lucas try to hit the high notes *laugh* we sang backstreet boys' songs! practically screamed down the mic.. lucas is a mic hogger *laugh* AND we sang erm.. N'sync songs! and erm.. Lucas had his fill of *tries to remember the name* Jay chou? yeah.. i think thats his name. we had a ear-splitting time singing black eyed peas.. and we danced around the lil room a lil.. *laugh* it was cool. i made glenn bring a long-sleeved shirt for me coz i was too lazy to bring a jacket.. i was warm *giggle* while the 2 guys practically froze there.. ( explains the dancing around.. to keep warm.. lol.. ).. Glenn tried to take on matchbox20's bent.. he didnt make it.. *laugh* we DID bend over laughing our heads off... *giggle* crazy time in the afternoon.

We had lunch at cafe cartel.. love the ribs. had weird conversations abt earthworm excretions ( dont ask..) and various other things i shouldnt mention here. *sparkle*

After that, we went to catch the 'whole 10 yards'.. which wasnt great.. we only caught it coz there wasnt any other show to watch. The 2 guys didnt want to catch any chick flick *sulk* then Glenn had seen 'sisters'.. so that's out. and we've all caught spiderman2 already. Then Lucas was the only one was wanted to catch 'windstruck' ( some korean movie).. in the end, we settled for shows which we werent really interested in, to make it fair. DON'T ask me how those 2 managed to make such a weird conclusion man. The plan was to book tickets.. guess Glenn didnt get around to it last night like he said he would..

We went for ice-cream after the movie. was great :)

I wish Lucas would put on weight. i'm worried for that kid.. he's as skinny as melvin is.. 1.7m and only 50kg.. actually, i think he's slightly over 1.7.. not hitting 1.8.. but he's def 50kg. i asked. My poor baby.. my heart just aches.. to see him suffering so.. dont think most of you would understand really. my poor poor baby brother. he keeps everything to himself.. hope he manages to hold out till he grads from poly. i love him so.

I miss my dad. its really weird. just sorta miss him i guess. just a tad. he's a nice dude really.

been playing F.I.R's song ( just one song) over and over the whole day.. which reminds me.. Lianne! i want that fei xiang song!


Friday, July 16, 2004

last day at work today!.. MUahahahaha... AND i got my pay! Muahahaha... *dances around gleefully* *pause* well.. chances are it'll be half gone by the time the weekend is over.. but still! *dances around*

so. i'll be bored till school starts.. entertain me! *beam*

Oooo blogger has new stuff.. *goes on a button clicking frenzy*

i -think- i'll be catching 'King Arthur' tomorrow.. not very sure though. after all, reviews have trashed the movie as a complete waste of time. *wrinkles nose* I was upset just now.. *pause* i scolded myself into a better mood *laugh* lets hope that one works often.

I've been trying to get this chinese song.. *fans you frantically* dont faint now.. It's by this guy called Ocean.. i think. i'm not exactly sure what the title is though *laugh* that's a lil problem, i know *giggle* i was hoping you guys could provide me with a few titles from Ocean and i could go "Ooo that LOOKS like the title.." and for all you know, my guess may be right on the mark.

*hugs irene* sorry hun.. i dont think i'll be headed over to your place tomorrow.. the movie's at 3ish ( i think. honestly i dont even know whats going on in my own life anymore).. and well.. by the time i get there it'll be 7.. bah. Rene.. you should have confirmed with me earlier *sulk* it sucks seeing you only twice a year. literally! you have noticed that we meet up only once each time you're back, havent you?

Jen, screw the job and have a -real- holiday. you're overworked.. take a few days off, it won't hurt TOO much, would it? i'm sorry i havent been able to meet up with you.. or be there for you ( like now.).. we have to find time.. and catch up or something.

*yawn* *mutter* its not even 10.30pm yet.

lets see whats happened so far in that trashy romance i'm reading. They had sex in a field. interesting *giggle* anyway.. he's decided to leave her coz he's realized he really loves her and he doesnt want her life to be in danger ( coz he managed to offend someone really powerful and a beautiful but mad lady almost killed our leading lady here). and the leading lady is all confused. you dont go say 'bye' after bonking a person like that.. *cough* and the story is left hanging there. until i read the next chapter anyway.

alrite.. i should continue reading now *beam* btw.. i saw the company director's grandson today *beam* he's HOT *fans self* and he was in the same room for like, 30 mins! *fans self* *cough* sorry.. lol.. hot guys are hard to come by around here. anyways *wave* see ya!


Thursday, July 15, 2004

"sex keeps you healthy" says experts.

I wonder if thats the reason why i feel sick half the time *laugh* sorry. that was lame.

Crap.

how nicely one word sums up how i'm feeling right now. but lets not talk abt that.. even if you guys are not sick of me whining about a boyfriend i havent seen in 3 weeks, i'm sick i'm whining. over and over. and i'm sick of my own jealousies. Or however you spell the f***ing word. *curses* its just so weird you know. Melvin didnt hang out with anyone else but jeremy or.. i. when he was here. It sounds a lil sad, but i liked it that way! and now.. *throws tantrum* what melvin, enjoying your lil fan club over there? i'm sure gullible 17 year olds suit your tastes. *growl* i'm being irrational, i know.. but its just so.. WEIRD. when you're hanging out with so many ppl ( which you've nvr done before), and i'm not over there with you! *cries* i hate this! this is all YOUR fault you hear?! *cries* shit. i wanna call eugene. but i just talked to.. there.. erm.. *scream* *cough* sorry. spider on the keyboard. there was a spider. on my keyboard. a small red one. or brown.

what was i saying? *reads post* oh right. i would call eugene except i just talked to him yesterday. *pause* i would call jen. or Li. but i think they're both working. *pause* or busy. *sigh* whatever..*pause* and lyndon's disappeared. havent seen him online in days.

*pause* i think i'll go read. the ghost story was crap. but the history of the house was icky. like the door frame was part of a barn.. where this father shot all his 4 kids and carved their names in the door frame or something.. and then he shot himself. and the bed.. the wood was from.. mm.. i cant remember. i think this place where this lady killed herself after her boyfriend left her. and other bits. which kinda explains why the house is haunted.. *pause* just started on a trashy romance *beam* so far they've fallen in love but have yet to admit to themshelves. its SO unreal. *pause* mmm. need chocolate. blog another day.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

*wrinkles nose* There's this annoying girl in the office.. well.. not annoying exactly, but i cant stand her for some reason. The way she talks jars my teeth.. not like its high pitched.. It would be a pleasant voice ( if it was on someone else).. she has a lil brit accent.. maybe i cant stand the way her voice goes absolutely mm.. breathe-y when she talks to some of the guys in the office. or the way she flicks her hair when she's talking to this guy who's been sharing my office for the past week *shudder* she IS pretty, grant her that.. but.. *shudder* Oooooo i cant stand her!

*pause* i'm being mean aren't i?.. can't help it though. i'm sure she's a nice enough person. *shuts up*

Aaaaannyway.. the book i'm reading is developing pretty nicely.. no halfbreeds.. the husband died ( while having sex with the female ghost thing), the wife ( she didnt bonk her boss) saw her husband die due to lack of oxygen, with his pants down no less. then the grieving widow sold off her house.. and this time a divorced mom and son moves in. and both of them 'disppeared'.. well, actually they went with the 'children' of the house.. but essentially, they 'disappeared' from the face of the earth. the house was resold, this time to some artist guy. i wonder how he's gonna die.

*tugs at hair* i need to do something abt this stack of hay on my head! dry and frizzy and absolutely untamable. maybe i'll chop it short.. not like anyone's looking at me anyway.. i dont know. *sigh* anyone know any hair miracles?

Monday, July 12, 2004

can anyone just DIE due to extreme boredom? coz it feels like i'm dyin' here. i'm SO bored! havent done anything but read since i got back at 6.30pm.. the horror story i'm reading is.. getting a lil draggy. we have a couple in a haunted house.. the wife is abt to sleep with her boss so she can move up in company rank.. the husband is being seduced by a sexually-deprived female ghost with big boobs. *shudder* its a horr-ible story alrite. how can any author come up with crap like this? next thing you know, we'll have half breed ( ghost-human ) bastards running around the house. *mutter*

Mmm listening to 'raindrops keep falling on my head'.. sounds too damn chirpy for some reason. *sigh* irritable tonight. maybe i should listen to linkin park or something.. i dont want any lovey-dovey sappy songs to make me cry. no more backstreet boys. or clay aiken. ( i'm not a big fan of clay..yet i have to admit his songs are rather.. erm.. nice actually.)

Glenn and i didnt share doughnuts today. an achievement!.. well.. i kept on asking him if he wanted that last doughnut.. and he kept on telling me i was getting too fat and it wasnt fair that i was dragging him into my eating sprees. and we basically repeated ourshelves until lunch time was over. i love his new resolution. it may help me lose some of that weight i've gained from the numerous number of doughnuts we've had lately *beam*

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Glenn's complaining that he's getting fat coz of hanging out with me too much *laugh* its not MY fault he's got about the same amount of discipline as me when it comes to food.. its like this.. whenever i walk past some food place.. out of habit, i go " OOoo.. that looks nice.. shall we get some?" and he'll look at me and go "but.." then i'll tell him it was nice.. and we could share. we never end up sharing, by the way.

Glenn and i went basketball shoe hunting today. Then we went to the food fest at taka.. Muahahaha.. we had alot of sausages. was it like 5? shared between the 2 of us. mind you, that was at 3pm.. and we had just finished lunch at 2pm.. anyway.. after that.. we went to get takopatchi balls. and erm, ice cream as well, coz we walked past the ice cream man outside paragon. *beam* and after that we headed to marina.. and we had *pause* we had something. i cant remember exactly.. some munchy thing. it was then that he complained.. lol. anyway, we were so full by the time dinner came that i didnt want any of that dory fillet ( which is fantastic btw).. made myself eat some.. that was at uh.. 6.30pm. by 8pm, we were having doughnuts.

like i said, its not my fault he has no self control *wink*

on a different topic. I wish someone would tell me things are going to be alright.. telling me horror stories when i'm already so pessimistic is not helping. not that i want to be lied to.. but.. i wish someone would tell me things are gonna be alright.. and he/she truely believes that it will be so.

I wanna be where you are. I wish i was a stronger person. i really wish i was.

Mmm.. someone just dumped slimming tea on the table next to me and told me to drink it. should i take it personally.. LOL.. wow.. slimming tea.. lets see if it works man.