Been such a dreary day.. been at home, doing nothing in particular.. *yawn* yet feeling absolutely drained..

Many thanks to vyn regarding.. certain matters. and eugene. for our.. chats. *tired smile* I'm thinking perhaps i should have joined yewzhen when she invited me to California(n?) fitness centre with her.. was too lazy when she asked last night tho.. pfft.. am i regretting it now?.. yeesss...

Had lots of fun yesterday though. Played majong.. and since we were all poor people, Glenn suggested that we play using 1cent coins. *laugh* i think i won 10 cents that afternoon.. *laugh* it was ridiculous.. but.. was fun. esp with glenn multitasking.. he was playing.. and err.. chatting on msn.. and we had lots of food.. plus maroon 5, simple plan and ludacris and god-knows-what blasting from the cd player. I think we were all starting to have headaches at the 30th song or so. i'm not entirely sure, but i think it was kevin lyttle's 'turn me on' that did it. We switched off the player and sighed in relief. am i blathering?.. sure feels like it. bah.. *runs to start an account in Utopia* yes. again.

You are the Lovers card. The Lovers card is about
union. Each of us carries in our DNA the
ability to be the opposite of what we think we
are. Often our romantic attachments grow out of
awe and respect as we see in another the
characteristics we repress in ourselves.
Society often presses us into molds of what it
thinks masculinity and femininity should be. As
a result, many of us associate with our gender
certain positive characteristics and call
others negative, when if these same qualities
were held by a person of the opposite sex, our
attitude towards them would be reversed.
Getting in touch with our inner animus and
anima, (Jung's terms for our inner male and
female), allows us to see the whole of our
personalities in a positive and constructive
light. When you draw The Lovers card in a
reading, you are working with balancing these
forces. Depending on where the card is, you
have either achieved balance or need to. The
Lovers could indicate a romantic or even a
platonic relationship. Ask yourself is this is
a positive relationship that contributes to
your growth as a complete human being, or if it
fills an emotional craving within you that is
actually detrimental to your personal growth.
Image from: The Iranian artist Riza.
http://www.metmuseum.org/collections/view1.asp?dep=14&item=50%2E164


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*yawn* its 8.30am. *rubs eyes* Why am i up so early? All thanks to Melvin's 8am phone call. I really don't know if i should be happy to get the phone call or to growl coz I was dragged out of bed at such ungodly hour. *yawn* I guess i should be appreciative..

Tiring day.. yesterday. which was weird. coz all i did was watch a movie. and had dinner. then i came back exhausted.. was in bed by what.. 10ish? *yawn* i'll head back to bed now..

I got to talk to Preetha today. She's one of melvin's friends over in Sydney. *pause* I'm feeling so absolutely old after listening to a hyper 17 year old prattle down the phone *laughs* Its a little weird. For she was telling me how sweet he was. *laugh* It was just.. weird. She told me Melvin was always talking about me one way or other. plus other stuff. *bounce* It kinda gave me this warm fuzzy feeling.. and i hope he continues doing that. *hint hint* *laugh*

Will be meeting Vynnie tomorrow. so he can pass me the french cds.. i hope he doesnt forget to bring them *cringe* I have done things like that on numerous occasions.. forgetting to bring books when i'm supposed to be heading to the library to return them.. and tim's notes. oh gosh. i still cant believe it.. I was supposed to meet him to pass him notes.. and I totally forgot to bring them with me..

Ooo just found out Eric is taking comp science and business in Monash.. he was one of my best guy pals back in secondary school. Then.. we drifted I guess. After he got the post as head prefect, that is. Just can't get along with a 'superior' *shrug* I was a slacker prefect.. never did quite follow many of the rules myself.. guess that's one of the reasons. But its cool to at least know which part in the world he's in now *beam*

I think its about time i curbed my spending. *wince* I dont know why the amount in my bank account keeps dwindling... I mean.. i couldn't have spent THAT much. Right? *goes into denial* I mean, i really dont know how i can spend that much. i mean.. ( i can just hear a voice in my head going 'denial denial..' ) *frets*

*bounce* was out with jeremy today *beam*

We went to the library.. then he carried my books for me. *grin* and we walked to Lido to watch... *drumroll* 'Ella Enchanted'! which is a miracle, according to melvin. Coz its really hard to drag Jeremy out for a show. The show was.. mm.. average i guess. Some funny bits here and there.. Jeremy and I agreed that the ogres were really funny. The supposed dreamy prince wasn't.. uh.. up to standard *laugh* i didnt think he was very dreamy. It was freezing in the cinema, so every few minutes I would put my hands on Jeremy's arm and whine. Happened that we were sitting right under the airconditioning and cold air was blasting at directly at us. He tried to cover me with that newspaper he was carrying *laugh* didnt work very well.. but, an attempt nonetheless.

After the show, we walked to takashimaya and walked around the toy fair.. i bought chocolate cookies *grin* actually, they were selling 2 packs for 5 bucks. I walked to the counter glenn was in charge of ( yes, he's a cashier at the taka toy fair ) .. and he gave me the finger. I fingered him back and asked him where was the service with a smile.. *laugh* anyway, he charged me for 2 packets.. and packed one for me. LOL.. he grinned at me and said ' i want this.' and packed it away for himself. *laugh* that twit. After a bit of chatting, i kinda realized i was holding up the queue.. *laugh* so  i moved off *giggle*

Anyway, we jouneyed to PS after that ( long long walk.. with me cursing and swearing at NUS admin for being bloody useless arseholes - long story. i dont want to talk about it. ).. We stopped to take a look at the lil stretch of food stalls beside John Little's.. He was sorely tempted by some of the food there but was considerate enough to note that i was practically melting, so we walked to PS *laugh* Lots of walking done today.. legs are aching.. he asked if i needed him to send me home.. i believed he said something like ' so does the princess need to be sent home?' at which i growled and said no. What does he mean 'princess'? *pout* anyway. all in all, we had a lovely time today. and he promised to watch another show with me. *bounce* another movie buddy. yay!

I promised Kenneth i would mention him on my blog *laugh* he kinda msged me on msn and went ' so when are you going to mention me on your blog?' so i told him i would. He's kinda like.. someone i met thru DAOC. Like Lyndon and Patrick. And Kevin ( whom I havent really spoken to off-game coz he doesnt log onto msn much).. Lyndon's disappeared on me *sulk* I have no idea where he's gone to... And Patrick is a wonderful person to whine to *smile* And kenneth sends the most cryptic and long msges which i read like 5 times and still not understand what he's saying. *prods Kenneth*

Melvin, i havent forgotten about you by the way *giggle* I learnt alot about your cousin, jeremy, today.. and i'll try to find a girl for him. don't worry *hug*  may be just a tad hard tho.. *mumble* I think if you placed a hot babe and a slick, new, fancy computer beside each other and asked him to pick, he'll pick the comp. btw, i love you. *blush* alrite. no more mushy stuff this post.

*burp* chilli crabs for dinner again *pats tummy* *beam*

Was over at Lianne's place in the afternoon. Mm.. we listened to alot of backstreet boys songs.. which was.. highly enjoyable. Both of us were saying stuff like,"Remember we were 15 and.... (etc etc)" Rather fun *nods thoughtfully* Then Jen and KF came over as well.. Mmm.. thirsty.. hang on a sec. getting a drink.

*sighs in contentment* Right. k.. what was i talking about? Right. Lianne's place. I nicked her hair ironing thing.. plus a few other things she wasnt interested in bringing over to london, including this really HUGE sleeveless T that says " I didnt ask to be a princess, but if the crown fits...." *sparkle* its way too big for me.. but i dont mind wearing it on days when i'm feeling sloppy. The armhole bits need sewing up though *laugh* else i would have to wear a tube-top underneath it.. so so big.. so so sloppy, i love it *prances around in the big T-shirt*

I miss you. yes you. The way you squirm when i poke at you. And the way you squeal just like a girl *giggle*

Oooo am dragging Jeremy out tomorrow. Not sure what we're gonna do exactly.. prolly watch ANOTHER movie.. *mumble* was thinking 'house of flying daggers'.. its kinda like the only show worth catching right now..oh wait. oh crap. its monday tomorrow.. no sneak previews.. i dont think.. OH!.. *sulks* oh bother. nevermind. i'm sure Jeremy will think of something.

bah. need more books. *stomps around* have to make a trip to the library tomorrow.