*beams* i went to the gym today! AND this time, i strolled on the treadmill for 20 minutes! yewzhen was jogging at the speed of 8.4 i think.. I was strolling at like 5.0.. not sure what the units are.. but those are the numbers shown on the machine.. then we went on those cycling things for 20 mins.. as usual, her speed was like twice mine.. i was whining every minute or so coz my legs were bloody aching.. after 20 minutes of pure torture, we played around with the weight training machines. I'm ashamed to announce that I couldn't lift a thing unless there wasnt ANY weight attached.. you know those machine things whereby you push skyward? you kinda sit.. and there are bars on either side of your shoulders, and you push upwards with your hands? yeah.. those. see, there wasnt any weight attached to it, but try as i might, the thing refused to move *wrinkles nose* I -could- do the one where you pull this bar towards yourself.. i mean, i did it once before i collapsed on the machine... no weight attached too. *sigh* terribly embarassing. Ooooo and we played with this sliding thingy too! you kinda.. err.. slide back and forth. *ponders* nevermind.

After which, I had to rush back, take a quick shower and meet jenny at holland for food *grin*

And for some reason, i'm deliriously pleased coz the weighing machine at the gym showed that my weight was 43.8kg *bounce* of course, considering that i took my weight after all that exercise.. I prolly should add like 1kg for water loss... which means i should be at 44.8.. which means.. I put on 0.3kg *sulk*

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again

- 'Forgive me' Evanescence

Before you jump to any conclusions, it's got nothing to do with the previous post. That one is another matter all together.. just happen to be listening to this song now and feel like posting the lyrics up, alrite?

*growls* i'm damn irritated. The next person who comes near gets his head bitten off, i swear. *curses* i'm so annoyed, i can't even THINK straight. was about to type something and i lost.. damn phone's ringing.. *glares at phone* Did i mention next person who comes near gets his head bitten off? start pitying the poor moron who's calling at the wrong time.

*evil grin* its melvin. start pitying now.

Hmm.. see.. after yesterday's apparent success with the bun, I thought I'd give making breakfast another go.. only to find that the buns have disappeared. Some.. some glutton! some glutton had finished off my buns! Well, technically speaking the buns are not mine.. but look.. I don't normally have success in preparing food, ya know. So when i actually DO get something cooked.. or steamed, in this case, i'd like a steady supply of it in my fridge.

Anyway.. today's breakfast: chocolate milk. Lots and lots of chocolate milk. yum ;) i'm on my 2nd mug already. *jumps up and down* maybe i'll have a 3rd!

Jeremy is Sooooooo incredibly sweet! err.. well, maybe not incredibly. but he -is- sweet, kinda *grin* was very well entertained the whole of yesterday (as usual, he was complaining about his waistline). Anyway, Bourne Supremacy was alrite. Some really cool bits in the show.. though I didnt really enjoy the car chases. Was starting to get a headache midway thru the 2nd car chase scene.

Ah crap.. I almost forgot.. i have a tutorial at 11. *mumble* guess I should go get ready for class..

Mm.. I tried to post something on Sunday.. realized there wasnt anything much to type. mainly coz i was in the whole day.. and didn't talk to anyone but melvin and his mom. *wrinkles nose* Skype is kinda cool.. have been using it the past few days and saving lots in the phonebill department. Only drawback is the weird distortion of voice.. i mean.. the person you talk to doesnt -really- sound like the person you know.. ya know? yeah. melvin sounded kinda mechanical.. heh. but ah well.. it IS free calls.. I figured it doesnt really matter, voice quality. Sides, we can always use the phone.. just cut down on it now we have skype.

Shimin was asking me if melvin and i broke up. *ponders* prolly coz all my msn nicks have been terribly depressive. I don't know. When i'm upset and stuff, must it automatically be assumed it's because of the boyfriend? Me being depressed/upset/bleak is the norm, people. It just happens that Melvin gives me the energy to perk up a lil when he's around. So, now that he ain't here in the same damn country, i go back to status quo.

And my speakers choose to screw up on me now. *bangs on speakers* Hmmm.. *proceeds to thunk subwoofer against the wall* hmm.. not working. i gotta go buy new ones soon. except for the fact that after going out with jeremy later in the afternoon, i'll have 10 bucks left to october or something.

Aack! my nail chipped! Aaaaccckkkk! big big patch! Aaaaacccckkk! *goes into hysterics*

**edit** latest update: tried to steam a chinese bun for breakfast ( think its red bean?.. or some bean thing. the sweet black one). I took the thing out from the fridge only to realize I dont quite know what to do with it. Had to call gran and ask for instructions :/ i'm hoping that the tiny plastic bowl that's currently floating around the pot with my bun in it doesnt melt or anything.
10:10am -> i think i drowned a bun. lets try another. with less water this time.
10:25am -> Note: do not touch the tiny bowl that's been in boiling water for 10 minutes. *whine* how am i supposed to get it out?..
10:30am -> Yay.. i found this clippy thingy that's supposed to save a person's fingers in times like these. Success!**/edit**