Listening to: Nothing

I posted early this morning.. at about 1am, but the post got lost.. so.. mm.. I'm going to try and recall what it was i typed. Brain's a lil dead due to a 8am class and the marketing tutorial.. *yawn* sleepy.

Am currently in central library trying to read the stuff for the 3pm tutorial.. *looks at colored notes* i did alot of highlighting.. the only problem now is understanding the stuff i highlighted. I should have just printed the stuff on blue paper and use a correction tape to get rid of a few words ( Just about the whole page is blue.. with pockets of white-unhighlighted words )

Skipped Physio lab yesterday to watch Constantine with Melvin. The show was not too bad.. The concept of the human realm being sandwiched between heaven and hell intrigues me. Plus the scene where John Constantine showed the finger to Lucifer was way funny.. *grin*

*pokes Melvin* Melvin should learn to stop scaring me. Right at the beginning of the show, he whispered "This bit is gruesome i heard.. very very horrifying.." then i shut my eyes in reflex. only to hear him snickering.. so I thwarp him. and he keeps doing that throughout the show.. making comments like "Ooo... loook dear.. look.. this is gonna be scary.. he's gonna get his arm chomped off" *glares at Melvin* I know you -enjoy- being thwarped.. *giggle* but was that neccessary?

We went to play games at parklane after the movie.. bah. Should have asked Jeremy along imo. Ah well.. we always have next week..

Oddly, yesterday was very satisfying. Movie.. dinner.. games.. the usual. But it brings me back to "how it used to be".. so it's good.

Wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow. *bounce* can't wait! maybe.. we'll do.. movie, dinner and games. LOL. the usual. not complaining. I like the stability. i do :)

You Are 16 Years Old

16 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Listening to: Remember when it rained - Josh Groban

Mel came back on sat nite.. what can i say.. the experience wasn't what i had expected. Found myself.. well.. distancing away from him. He tried to bring me back to the way it used to be ( and he failed miserably ) I don't know.. is it like, even normal? I had spent the first few weeks after he left feeling bereaved. No one to hold my hand while i walked along the roads.. No one to accompany me just to buy that lil item I wanted.. No one to like, be there for me always. shower me with love and affection.. blah blah.

Then i got used to it i guess. Coz now he's back, and I won't even let him hold my hand ( in fact when he tried I half went into panic ).
It's like.. look. He'll only be back for these 2 weeks.. Am i supposed to plummet back to the bleak moods after he leaves again? I don't want to get used to depending on him again.. not this time.

I know i'm supposed to "cherish the times together" but i -really- wouldn't want to experience all that pain all over again.

And him, being him, started to get paranoid.. blah blah.. long story.

it's Valentine's day.. I have a test in 7 hours. i'm -so- screwed.. coz the past few days have been spent fooling around, and reaching home early in the morning and stuff.

*dances around* Even though things are kinda weird out between the 2 of us, i'm happy he's back to be my personal chauffuer *grins* well, i am glad he's back.'

Except for one lil giltch. Havent been able to study ANYTHING since he came back.
Bah i'm gonna fail..