I got my wish to look at the ocean. *smile* There wasnt really much peace considering the crowd. And there wasn't anyone to cuddle with. But I was lost for a few minutes.. just looking out. Then we looked at the kites up in the sky.. lots of people flying kites. and we talked about stuff.. mostly about nothing important. Spent one whole hour there. looking out at the ocean. talking. pondering. Then he said something which truely surprised me. Seems like.. he knows me better than I thought he did.

I bumped into someone from secondary school. Whom i've never really talked to.. some junior prefect. She saw me and she was like, "Were you from New town? prefect right?" and i immediately went,"oh my.. " .. For once someone recognized me out of school..

After it got too warm at the beach, we headed to Cine to watch this french show called err.. "the choir". Is a fantastic show! highly recommended. Lead boy's voice was.. *shudders in delight* and there's this lil one called pipetos or something. and he SOooooo adorable, in that lil boy way. Go catch it if ya have the time.

And erm. thanks eugene. Been a wonderful night *beams*

Immuno test was horrible, to say the least. Its going to be one of those "i'll pass but everyone will get 90%" kind of test. I heard some guy only left one question blank. and he only shaded the answers of which he was sure of *snort* So he'll only get 99 out of the hundred questions correct. *gags* What is wrong with all these people? At least I can confidently say I'm normal. I left like 40% blank.

*sigh* I feel like.. I feel like heading to the beach. or the jetty. with a few bottles of vokda cocktails in hand. I want to feel the sea breeze.. without the heat of the day. I want to go alone. or with someone who knows that he has to keep quiet. yeah a guy. makes cuddling more convenient. I dont want to listen to someone chatter away, so he has to be real quiet. I need that feeling again. The peace.. the feeling that its just him. just me. just the open sea. Then i want to fall asleep in his arms...wake up.. and watch as the sun rises.

*reality check* chances are i'll be bled dry by the mosquitoes, be real cranky coz i'm itching from the insect bites and the guy's arm would fall off due to the cut in blood supply to his arm. *snort*

*Sigh* then why does it feel that the beach is what i need right now?

I'm mighty pissed at this point. And it seems like the only dickhead who can piss me off this often is one of melvin's housemates called preetam. For some reason, he insists on heading onto skype and stuff whenever he knows melvin and are talking on it. I mean if they were on cable, i wouldnt care. Thing is, there are 4 ppl sharing a lousy 256k adsl.. and having both on skype at once gets really laggy. I can only hear melvin about 6 or 7 seconds after he speaks. and its not like melvin hasnt spoken to him about this. He didnt do it once. nor twice. countless times.. he's either d/ling or talking to skype. while i do know that he has to speak to his family.. must it really coincide with my talktime with melvin? I swear he does this on purpose. its like, ya know someone will be online. and getting online to talk will not only lag his conversation, but lags yours as well, and you do it anyway.. well, that's why i say he's a dickhead. and melvin and I always fight over this particular moron. simply coz melvin is too "nice" to do anything about it. If only he had put me on skype with preetam. i swear i will yell preetam's ears off. that dickhead.

Which brings me to the pt, Melvin seems to like being trampled all over by his housemate. I've asked time and again. why isnt he doing anything about it? and he can't come up with a good reason. If talking doesnt work, he should just rap that moron on the head. real hard. but Nooooo... he wants to bear with it. *mutters under breath* and all melvin tells me is " get your temper in check". well. I dont see why we have to resort to using msn to talk just coz you have an inconsiderate housemate. I'll talk to you when i "get my temper in check" then. And before i do, I shall not bother calling you or talking to you. after all. you dont want to be on the receiving end of all the abuse now do you?

That doesnt mean I didnt spend the whole damn day wishing you were here. I hate this. I really do.

*burps* excuse me *beams* Had a very.. Mmmm.. satisfying day.

Let's see.. I went for a buffet lunch. Had abalone salad, budhha jump over the wall ( which i didnt think was very impressive), the most wonderful steamed carrot cake, spring rolls and all the deep fried stuff, Yam paste, Sesame paste, Ice cream - strawberry, chocolate, cookies and cream, yam, vanilla and one more flavor which i can't recall at the moment ( yes, i had all six of them. ), ginseng chicken soup, sharksfin dumplings ( which i didnt think was fantastic ), all the dim sum stuff, the regular vegs and whatever dishes they have, prawn salad, tofu salad etc etc etc. and yes, that was lunch alone.

OOooo *bounces* I've got tickets for the one night only performance by the Vienna Boys' choir! *bubbles over with excitement* AND i just -may- get tickets to watch "Mama Mia".. ya know, that ABBA musical thing. It looks good. Then again, I may be getting tickets for the comedy directed by Hung. or Heng. Or somebody like that. Adrian Heng. I think. anyway, show's called "Visit of the tai tai".. that one looks good too. so.. maybe.. just maybe.

Right now, it just feels as though I may throw up anytime. Coz i had err... more to eat for dinner. plus strawberries and mooncakes for dessert. *burps* excuse me.