Ooo.. looks like i have not been posting fro such a looong time *laugh* so sorry ppl. *screws face up* though i don't think there would be any of you who would like.. feel upset coz i have not been posting. and i need to apologize to ppl like ruby and Jen.. well, to everyone whose site i used to visit. *cough* been really busy lately. truely busy. and distracted. so much so that i have not been going to anyone's site for a while.n i WILL go take a look just as soon as i post this, i promise.

i have not been posting not only because i've been busy and distracted, also because nothing has been happening at all. its the hols. sure i go out and stuff.. Ooo yeah.. that reminds me, i went to watch ju-on the other day. you know, that japanese horror movie. *sniff* it sucks. no plot. not that scary. and good horror shows are supposed to leave you freaked out even after the movie. and to think i had no problem taking taking the lift alone after the show. nor was i creeped out by the usual sounds you hear at night. i mean, i've watched various horror movies. like "dark water", it creeped me out so much, i didn't even want to take the lift alone. and stuff like that. that should be what a horror show does. not the usual "creature jumping from behind ya" kind of scare. that's not scary at all. just giving the movie go-ers a shock or 2. horror shows which do not allow the audience to leave the cinema with a lingering sense of unease or fear, are those which fail miserably. *cough* on a more personal note, it didn't help that Vynnie was laughing thru-out the so-called horrow show.

it has been ages since i posted something serious.. *ponders* have i ever even posted something concerning serious topics?.. *giggle* guess not. i came on today, telling myself that i should not babble as usual and that i should put in something proper for once. *sigh* then my mind drew a blank.

i'm addicted to dark age of camelot now.. *laugh* it's all melvin's fault. now i keep on popping over to his place ( when he is not around, of course) just so i can get to play the game. and since i'm not willing to pay twenty over bucks per month just to play a game, i hog his computer *bounce* i had a glorious time yesterday playing.. and he wasn't around so i could play in peace *laugh* This is bad.. i should get myself unaddicted before school starts.. *smirk* as it is, i have plenty of time. i'm currently playing an elven enchantress.. and am having a whale of a time *beams* there are quite a number of friendly people there.. though some just ignore me when they realize i'm a newbie and don't know half the stuff. most are patient enough to spend time just going thru the steps of the game with me. *beams* i'm not asking melvin tho.. he has the tendency to.. get agitated when i don't understand. maybe i'll get the game after all.. just maybe. then i can play during the hols. i doubt it tho. i would want to work for most hols i think.

"finding nemo" was fantastic! the baby turtle was soooo cute *gush* n the way the little squirt went "dude" was soooo adorable *gush* that little turtle has gotta be my fave character in the whole show *gush* Melvin loves that character too *beams* anyway, i was shopping around orchard yesterday.. found some nice clothes from phuture but i was a lil too broke to buy any *sulk* and i didn't think it was a good idea to ask melvin for money when he is broke too. *sulk*

i was supposed to go watch ju-on with yuchen and ck next week i think. it was brought up but not really confirmed. anyway, it fell thru coz vynnie is gonna go with me next .. friday. i had wanted to watch it with melvin but he's not the horror-movie sort of person. n he gets freaked out more easily than i do. *grin* yuchen says that his friend says its a real creepy movie. the kind that leaves your imagination running wild when you take the lift alone after the show. that kind of freakiness beats the usual hollywood shock-style. can't wait to catch the show *bounce*

just added link to eric. i have yet to go take a look at his site myself.. will do so after this post i guess :)

hmm.. i went for another one of my disasterous haircuts today *laugh* it turned out pretty alrite. pretty alrite for a ten buck haircut, that is. *sniff* i've NEVER ten dollar hair cuts. not for as long as i can remember. but it was one of those ten minute things.. ya know.. that chain of " ten bucks for ten minutes"?.. yeah. that one. it's not that bad surprisingly. and it's kind on my wallet. it's all i ask for rite now.

and lianne is right. we're quits ( wrt guys in our lives).. we never seem to like each other's boyfriends for some reason. or dates. or whatever. *laugh* i wonder why. it's been like that since what.. sec school?.. since we were.. at least.. since I started dating. lianne started a lil later. but still.

anyway. i have been peering at the mirror every 5 mins to check out my hair.. think it's time for me to trot over and have another look *grin*

went to watch "bruce almighty" yesterday. and it really isn't such a bad show, despite the lousy rating straits times gave it. i laughed thru-out the movie. it was great :) and towards the end, things got really sweet *dreamy sigh*

anyway, it's june. and the great singapore sale is here. i wonder if i should buy all the presnets i have to buy at the sale.. like lianne's present, melvin's present, ruby's present etc. it IS cheaper to buy now. and i won't feel the stress when the birthdays approach only for me to realize that i can't seem to find a nice present. i would, you know. do all the shopping at one go. alas.. i'm broke. as usual. i have what.. ten bucks in my wallet now. and it'll be the max amount of money i have in my wallet until abt.. 2 weeks from now. under normal circumstances, Melvin would provide for me. *laugh* a lil too bad we have been spending too much the past 3 months so now HE is broke too. *sigh* ah well. i'll survive. it's no biggie.

i passed!! *bounce* I passed!!!! *bounce bounce bounce*

last sem, my highest grade was a C+.. this sem its a B+!! *bounce* my CAP is now.. 2.7.. *pout* well.. last sem it was 2.1.. this sem 3.3.. so it averages out to be 2.7.. *sparkle* i had expected worse..*sigh* i was in a good mood today until Edwin complained that he didn't do as well as last sem and he was disappointed. that moron got 4.2.. and he's complaining. i can kill that guy. i really can.

i dont like the fact that Lianne is seeing "Mr pink" again. i dont have a good impression of the guy.. and well..honestly, Lianne hon, i'm slighty disappointed that you can't seem to.. well.. keep away from him. in fact, i dislike him so much, i think i shall call him pinky from now on.

alrite.. it's time to try and type something again.. the last time i typed this really long post only to have it lost *sulk*

alrite.. so far, the telesurvey job is not going on very well.. i have idiots who think i'm trying to sell something.. the minute i say i'm from "so-and-so" company, they go," not interested" and the next thing i know, that moron hangs up. but some of the ppl i call are rather nice.. they even hang on the line to chat abit.

anyway.. results will be out tomorrow.. *panic*

anyway, jen just pointed out that melvin had a blog. yeah. in fact he had quite a few, just that he never managed to stick to one long enough to post more than 5 times. makes me wonder how long he can stick to this one. anyone wants to bet that he would give up by the third post? sounds mean, but i'm only trying to make a point here. *smirk*

*yawn* i feel decidedly sedated today.. let's see.. i woke up at 7 this morn, went back to bed at 8.. slept til 10,got out of bed and went back to bed at noon.. then i made myself go for lunch.. *stones* it's not lethargy.. it just feels like i'm..well.. sedated. it's a sloooooowwwww day.

hmm.. apparently there is a class outing this sunday.. for dinner. coz baoling is back.. i'm not sure if i should go. first coz i don't really know bao..and i don't really know who else is going. plus Vynnie is treating me to "bruce almighty" on sunday. and he can only make it at 4.. *shrug* tough choice.. *sigh* guess i'll go with vynnie.. why should i go out with a whole bunch of ppl that i don't really know when i can get a free movie with someone i've always hung out with? Lianne. we have to go out sometime. can't even remember the last time i SAW you.

Eric just emailed me.. which is a pleasant surprise.. coz we haven't talked since.. what.. sec 4.. *sigh* he apparently.. is now in..ermm.. navy?.. yeah navy :) according to leah, this pal of mine has grown to be.. hmm.. what was the term she used?.. I think she said "good-looking".. *laugh* *cough* it's weird having leah say such a thing,.. just that.. well.. i've never thought of him to be.. uh.. say.. hunky. *laugh* can't blame me.. he was like a big brother to me.. and i've never thought him in any other way.

kay.. i shall try and post this.. *crosses fingers*

i lost my post *growl* i spent an hour on it and it's lost *growl*

*frets* results will be out 31st may.. *frets* i'm gonna die.. mom will drag me home by the roots of my hair and i shall never see daylight again.. *frets*

*sigh* i've found a job. sorta. it's only for 6 weeks so it's alrite. just telesurvey.. but since it's a "work from home" thing, i don't earn much... but i DO get to attend a webpage design course for free *smirk* Melvin, of course, was screaming in jealousy coz i get to attend the course free *sticks tongue out* the "pay" of course is just enough to cover transport to the place where the course is held. I've done my calculations. Essentially, i'm not earning anything at all. But it's alrite.. i don't really have anything to do anyway.. may as well use the time to learn something.

Melvin is gonna start a blog too.. about time. i've been bugging to start one for abt 6 mths now. But i can't link him yet.. *pout* not until his blog is really ready yet.. Lol.. poor guy is complaining to me that he bumped his head.. *cough* nevermind.

*whine* Tim said we were supposed to have an outing this sunday.. but i have not received any details. Both YC and Jen have called to ask me.. but i don't KNOW coz i don't have the details *glares at tim*.. actually. can we just go out NEXt weekend *sheepish grin* *cough* well.. i'm NOT really THAT free this sunday. ah.. doesn't matter, if we ARE having an outing i will try to make time kay.. *cough* i just realized i promised to go on THREE outings on sunday.. heh.. there is the tim and jen and company.. and i promised amanada and dona ( pals from sec school).. and i promised another pal too.. ah.. well.. err.. looks like i have to cancel on one or two eh?.. heh.

*growl* i was in a relatively good mood until SOME annoying people decide to call me. first there was david. he's a nice guy for most but he managed to get on my nerves by going," why don't you dump your current guy and hang out with me?" yeah right. *snort* i will sooner date pond scum. then comes amy who msged to ask," are you still with that guy?" *growl* what is WRONG with those people? *fumes* are they having a bet on when i will enter singledom again or what? *snarl* i will NOT be single anytime soon thank you all for your concerns. And if i get asked again whether i'm sure i love my guy, i will PERSONALLY skin that curious person alive. *cries* and don't be tempted ck. just don't be tempted to ask.

Oh. i watched "matrix reloaded" yesterday with Melvin, Jeremy and Eugene.. The show was alright.. the fight scenes were a lil too draggy though. and there was this bit where the architect guy was talking to Neo.. and he was going on and on about something i do not understand.. yeah. i was totally like "huh?? what's HE going on about?" yes. then i realised that the particular feeling of confusion and uncomprehension is very familiar. in fact, it's the kind of feeling i get during my lectures and tutorials. *cough* oh well. *glares at phone* i wish amy would leave me alone. i'm just replying her sms-es out of courtesy now. *bristle*

oh.. and i ended up watching Xmen2 twice.. *sigh* watched it a second time with an old friend of mine who needed the company. i must say.. *grin* i didn't mind watching it again. *gush* bobby drake is soo.. *gush* *cough* well.. actually.. nah. he is not that cute. i can think of cuter guys. but hey. No one minds eyecandy *grin*

i cooked lunch today. and dinner. and guess what, it turned out pretty good.. at least, well, it's edible..*cough* don't forget to breathe ppl. *laugh*

went out to watch "bringing down the house" with Vynnie yesterday.. it wasn't a bad movie.. kinda funny.. but it was not fantastic. at least, it didn't live up to what I had expected it to be.

my eye hurts!.. *whine* The doctor says it some sort of an allergic reaction. allergic reaction to WHAT? *mutter* i have no idea. i only know my eye is swollen and it hurts. It's feeling a lil better after i took the medication.. but it's still a lil swollen.. i think i shall stay in for a few days.. i look like a freak. *mutter*

hmmm.. i tried to call ruby yesterday.. like.. i called what, 4 or 5 times i think. and she didn't answer. had wanted to tell her there was a job opening.. but *shrug* couldn't find her. too bad then. i didn't get THAT job either. It's this really annoying cycle.. i can't get any experience coz i can't get a job. and i can't get a job coz those ppl don't want ppl with no experience. this is great. so what.. am i doomed to have nil experince till i grad ( if i grad) or what?.. then the cycle will repeat itself.. it works for both perm and temp. can you imagine, a couple of years down the road, i grad and go a job interview?.. the VERY first question they would ask is "why the HELL didn't you work during your vacations?".. and i'll have to explain why and it will look real bad coz it will seem as though i'm making excuses and i won't get that job and it was happen over and over for every interview and i will never ever get a job. this is what is supposed to happen.. theoractically. realistically speaking, i'll prolly get so desperate i would try to get a job at Macs for 4 bucks an hour just to get some god damn experience.

*sigh* somewhere between my last post and now, i got depressed. don't even know why. maybe i'll go on a test taking rampage.. retail therapy is what i can't afford now..



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hmmm. the Animatrix turned out pretty bad. *cough* it was soooo boring that i started squirming in my seat and disturbing Melvin in less than.. 20 minutes into the show. i mean.. it would cause you to have second thoughts about watching Matrix Reloaded. really. it was that bad.

all in all.. yesterday was spent at Orchard.. had lunch at yoshinoya with Melvin, watched Animatrix ( Jeremy was LATE in meeting us), had dinner at yoshinoya *wrinkles nose* again. well.. Jeremy wanted to have yoshi.. *shrug* and i was not feeling particularly picky. for once. *smirk* then while Jeremy went to lose himself in Kino, Melvin and i went to coffee club.. i just love the Iced passion tea *beams* By the time i got back, it was what.. nine.. *blah blah blah* pretty much about it. *shrug* i have nothing to type. so i'm just "prattling".. that's pretty much what i do every night... babble nonsensical, insignificant stuff on the phone..

it's about time i went on a diet.. i'm getting fat.

i am so very irritated. while mothers' day is for celebrating with your own moms, here i am blaming her for ruining my future. *fumes* but i promised dad i won't badmouth mom online ever again. so i shall not go into detail. *fumes* and my utopia account is horrible. i got hit so many time, my NW fell by 20 freaking thou. *weeps* why me?!.. i was the highest NW province.. now i'm just ranked below the monarch. which irritates me. coz he IS a lousy monarch. then again. my whole kingdom sucks. in a kingdom where i can actually come out tops.. there HAS to be a problem.

did nothing the whole day actually.. i have some books to read.. which is good.. but i finished 3 books today.. *mutter* and i only borrowed them yesterday.. so it prolly means i shall have to go down to the library every alternate day or something like that.

Lianne, we haven't hung out in a long time. *sulk* after your exams though. *sulk* and i'm hoping to go ice-skating with jen and tim and whoever else is coming... maybe next weekend.,. having serious doubts though. it is not comforting to suggest an ice-skating outing only to have the ppl you ask tell you they have ALL sprained their ankles at one time or another, due to that seemingly hazardous sport.

*yawn* it barely even nine and i'm sleepy.. Oooo and ANIMATRIX is out today. guess i'll catch it tomorrow or something.. can only hope there are still tickets. i heard it's even hotter than X-men 2.. chances are Jeremy is going to book tixs though.. *shrug* oh well. i don't really have a clue as to what is going on. dont' even know if there is anyone else coming along.. maybe i'll invite tim.. but it's a lil weird coz the guys don't really know each other.. *shrug* we'll see. maybe i'll talk to tim tonight. we've been talking alot lately.. well not alot.. but it's def more than my isolated hermit-fied days. then again.. maybe i'll call ck.. *smirk* what's this about a girl ck?.. you are not supposed to keep mum about new love-interests ya know..

can't wait for next sem to start.. coz vynnie will be starting class too.. can't wait to see him again..

urgh.. ruby...i need a job.. *whine*..

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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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ahhh.. so i'm highly dependent *rolls eyes*

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

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Seventh Level of Hell


Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who followed neither nature nor art, also share company in the Seventh Level

i just realized that i have this weakness for old ladies selling tissue papers. *cough* was walking on the path and i saw this old lady selling 3 packets of tissues for a dollar.. and i figured," what the hell.. i'll just buy some.." you know.. i hate to see old folks sitting out in the hot weather trying to sell stuff.. and all the ppl are just walking past.. ignoring the presence of such folks. alrite. so i bought like 6 packs. then further down the path, another old lady in a wheelchair. *mutter* i went back with 12 packs of tissues in my bag. and it's highly unlikely that i'll ever use them when i'm out. coz i just never seem to carry them around when i need them.

i need a job.

*cough* this will come as a shock to ALL of you, i bet. i miss home. *pout* *waits for everyone to start breathing again* well. i don't know. it's just.. *sulk* i miss my bed. and my aircon. my room. my stuff. i even miss mom's nagging. well... not THAT much.oh no. i don't miss her nagging THAT much. it's just.. this.. teensy bit, ya know. after awhile of not having anyone nag at me, it feels.. weird. *screws face up* can't BELIEVE i'm saying this. i miss my brother most though *smirk*

went out with jen and tim and ck yesterday to watch "anger management".. they were all like, half an hour late *glares at tim* but it's alrite.. he paid for it.. literally *smirk*