Listening to: Karma - Alicia Keys

Ever had a paper so bad that you wanted to leave the exam hall midway thru?

I had that on Monday.

Ever had a paper so bad you had to flip to the cover page to see if they gave you the right paper?

I had that on Monday.

Ever had a paper so bad you could only do 1/8th of it?

I had that on Monday.

Ever had a paper so bad you left the exam hall fighting back tears?

I had that today.

Ever had a paper so bad that all you needed was a drink and some company after that?

I had that today.

But there was no company available.

Thanks dear. for just about everything. I mean.. esp just now.. *pause* yeah. I needed that.. *cries* I miss you.. this is still all your fault..

Listening to: I won't change you - Sophie Ellis Bextor

I used to change my accent, change my stance
My phone number, the way I dance
Some people change lovers like they change their sheets
But I won't change you honey, you're for keeps

I used to think I had to change the way I am
To feel better, to get a man
But once I stopped trying I fell for you
You fell for me so I'll stay the same for you

Oh yeah I know that I'm not perfect baby
Oh yeah it's no reason to go crazy
Oh yeah boy you can always count on me
For better or for worse I will always put you first

Now that I have found you
You've changed my life
Cos you're the one who showed me
I have everything right
We're never gonna differ cos we know it's true
So don't change me and I won't change you

I used to change my style like I changed my mind
I tried to change a tyre but I'm not that way inclined
Tried to change my figure my diet too
I'll still change my underwear if that's O.K with you
But after seeing you I know that here is best

Oh yeah the world can sometimes make you feel bad
Oh yeah but don't forget the things you have
Oh yeah boy you can always count on me
In sickness and in health baby always be yourself

For someone who's supposed to be busy studying, I sure am doing lotsa weird stuff tonight. Played with my camera. Here's what i Took. Yes, just one pic of myself in an old shirt, my hair bundled up. really messy. at 1am in the morning. i look like a boy [-_-]

Listening to: Sometimes love just aint enough - Don Henley and Patty Smyth

Am in the process of d/ling Damien Rice - The Blower's daughter. Thanks to fongky for the intro to that song *beams* ( go see the nice link on her blog ) I like the vid somewhat.

Been camping in the library the past few days.. I should still be reading my protein structure and function .. was supposed to finish reading it today but i'm on chapter 3 out of like 13. *sighs* and i have to start on physio else i'd die for monday's paper.
Have to thank Tim for the company for the past few days. And I told him today that i would announce to everyone - Tim Tan is the Devil's Advocate! I swear it's true! He keeps tempting me to do stuff i don't really want to do! He keeps asking "are you suurre?" I'll resist, then whimper and whine and give into temptation eventually. Like... yesterday. I really didnt want that expresso double.. ended up sharing with him and suffered for a few hours coz i couldnt sleep. and he's always waving chocolates in front of me! BAD! what's worse, he'll offer to buy me chocolates.. how can i refuse?! *mumbles*

Oh and here's a pic of my scribblings in the library yesterday. Tim was suitably impressed and we decided to take a picture of it.

And i feel like putting lyrics up again. I realize i keep putting the same lyrics up over and over.. maybe because sometimes, it strikes me how much sense these songs make. Then I'd keep putting the same lyrics up coz i only listen to a few selected songs *sighs*

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,

and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.

Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you,

I don't want to blame you.

Baby, you don't have to take the fall.

Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.

Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.

And like a fool who will never see the truth,

I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much

,and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.

There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.

Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Listening to: Welcome to my life - Simple Plan

Exam starts coming Monday. Desperately trying to grasp whatever concentration and drive I have. Been calling Yaomin like 3 times a day.. "Yao Miiiinn... don't understaaaandd! explain explain!" then we'd spend 15 minutes bitching about Dr Matt Whiteman before hanging up. It's good therapy. *laugh*

Am estastic coz Melvin's sending me WoW after my exams! *dances* Woot! Thanks alot dear *beams* I STILL don't think it's a good idea for you to play during term time though.. we'll sort that one out soon methinks.

Studied with jeremy today.. except he wasnt like there with me half the time.. he kept running off to print stuff and he didnt even read a set of notes.. so maybe the politically correct phrase would be "Jeremy accompanied me to study today".. I wangled sweets out of him ( oh right, Melvin, what's this I hear from Jeremy about you telling him that you pamper me too much?.. I mean, I don't disagree.. but still. )

Need a diet. Jeremy, that's it. Gym. after exams. you're coming! "mai tu liao" Muahaha. picked that one up from you man.

Listening to: Melvin muttering about memory transformation.

In marketing tutorial, 12pm today. this took place.

Dennis Kwok ( the tutor): Now, lets move onto the next question. Who read the case study?

Me: *busy scribbling something from the previous question* *raises hand briefly w/o looking up*

Dennis: and Who Didn't read the case study?

Me: *looks at tongdee, who raised his hand*

Dennis: *looks at me* well, since you're the only person in class who read the question, tell us more about the case..

Me: Shit.. I shouldn't have raised.. Ooops.. did i say that out loud? *flush* ( Tong dee was snickering at this point )

Dennis: *looks at me expectantly*

Me: Uhhh..

Dennis: well.. is pricing her problem here? ( that was the case study)

Me: *blabbers something about market targetting*

Dennis: Mm.. true true, but it's not her main problem *flashes the answer on the screen*

Me: *relieved sigh*

Listening to: Where Did the Feeling go? - Selena

*laughs* I'm only posting this in response to your blog. Note: i Didn't get LOST in school.. i just couldnt find my LT that's all *denial denial*

There was a make-up lecture at LT30.. *pause* I dont even know how to type this out! So bloody embarassing, this is. I'm in my LAST semester in University, and BAH.. alrite. Lemme try again *laugh*

Module: Molecular Basis of Human Diseases
Make-up Venue: LT30
Time: 2.00pm

I walked to block S16, thinking LT30 was there... but Noo.. it was Lt31.. AND opposite it was LT 33 and 34.. so I started calling ppl who were in the same class.. called like 6 people but NO ONE answered their phones. It was drizzling mind you.. and I was getting rather annoyed.. walking around in the rain and all. THank GOODNESS i saw KF after wandering around for 15 minutes ( and half toying with the idea of skipping that lecture ).. he went to help me check and called to tell me "it's somewhere between MD1 and MD2" And i was like thinking "But that's the med faculty.."

Anyway. It took me another 15 minutes to find that blasted LT and I only walked in at 2.30pm ( to find that the lecture hasnt started yet coz the poor lecturer couldnt find the switch for the mic *laugh*) - for more info, read Ruby's blog.

Yes. Go on. Rub it in. Final year student. still can't find her lecture threatres. *grouses*

Listening to: Nothing.. *strains ears* Ooo wait. i hear.. a cricket.

Bah. I have to get up in 6 hours but i'm not sleepy.. how can this be.. I need to sleep early. damnit. why am i nvr sleepy when i'm SUPPOSED to be sleepy. I actually logged early, thinking I'll just lie in bed and get sleepy.. but Nooo... 90 minutes later, i was STILL not sleepy. *Sighs* so i gave up.. came back online.. mailed melvin. and here i am, blogging about how UN-sleepy I am.

Exams are coming. I should cut down on my blogging :)
So don't expect much from here for the next month or so yah?

~If you are too open-minded your brains might fall out~

I disgree. i'm not very open-minded.. so where did my brain go? how come I only have ONE loyal brain cell? *sighs*

Listening to: Feelings - Morris Albert

Feelings, nothing more than feelings,

trying to forget my feelings of love.

Teardrops rolling down on my face,

trying to forget my feelings of love.

Feelings, for all my life I'll feel it.

I wish I've never met you, girl;

you'll never come again.

Feelings, feelings like I've never lost you

and feelings like I've never have you

again in my life.

Alrite, so it's another night of sappy love songs.. *sticks tongue out* and no, i'm not dropping hints about the state of my love life. Some of you read too much into what I post *beams* Although I must agree with Melvin that most of the time my msn nick gives a clear indication of my state of mind.. Aaaanyway. I like this song. It's slow. It's boring. It's old and moldy and I like it.

I want to watch "Wedding Date".. simply coz there's going to be a HOT *fans self* guy in there. *mumbles* I hope they still be screening it after the exams..

Oh, and i saw the Numa Numa Dance for the first time today! *giggles* I watched it once, thought it was SO silly. So I watched it again, and for some reason, that guy's really adorable. Not CUTE as in good-looking cute. but adorable as in.. teddy bear adorable. I want to pinch his cheeks *laugh*

*yawn* so sleepy. Spent the last 6 hours doing the dreaded lab report. I even copied part of the introduction to let Melvin read ( he begged to be let off after the third word of the 1st sentence - The yeast, Saccharomyces cerevisiae..) *giggles madly* I LOVE doing that to him. listen to him try to pronounce all the words.. he takes revenge by reading his econs notes to me sometimes. *sighs* I have the word "NERD" stamped on my forehead don't i?

*blinks blearily* alrite. I'm gonna end this boring post here. Can fall asleep reading my own words.. *rubs eyes*

P/s: *bubbles over* I can't WAIT for 2pm *hops around excitedly*

Listening To: Don't Cry Joni - Conway Twitty and Joni Lee

I managed to injure myself. *pout*

Wanted to pull the chair closer to the computer table.. not sure what happened but the chair didnt move. Instead I fell back into the chair as kicked out as a reflex, kicking the platform that's supporting the what's it called? PC thing. Annyway.. now my foot is swollen, i'm bleeding and half wondering if i'll get tetanus coz the thing's rusty..

Which brings something to mind. Melvin said I was the baby of the family.. am already 21 but still pretty much pampered by everyone else.. I kicked.. went "ow!" and when it was noticed that i had this tiny little cut on my foot.. trust me. it's tiny. maybe like 0.5cm tiny.. but it was swelling up pretty bad..

To cut a long story short, I didnt even have to dress my own wound. It was washed and dressed for me.. all i had to do was stick my foot out and whine.

*pause* it still hurts, my foot. and it's starting to look scarily swollen.

*sulks*

/** EDIT at 10.30pm - Alrite.. so it was a small but apparently deep cut coz my plaster soaked thru and I just got my foot bundled and bandaged. *mumbles* a 5 by 5cm pad for a 0.5cm cut.. **/

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe. agnosticism 96% atheism 79% Satanism 71% Buddhism 50% Paganism 42% Judaism 33% Islam 29% Christianity 17% Hinduism 8% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com Anyone noticed I got Satanism for the 3rd one ( and that's the first religion really coz agonism and atheism dont -really- count ) .. and Christianity is waaaayyy at the bottom with a tiny bar? *laughs*

Four and a half hours of talking to melvin on skype. We just hung up and it's 4am his time *bounces* My ears are burning. But *dances* I feel relatively human again *dances around*

Listening to: When a man loves a woman - Percy sledge(?)

Just want to make a public apology to Melvin for losing my temper and yelling at him like that.. I was tired.. and all I wanted to do was lie down. But after that episode.. well, i couldnt sleep. Just laid down there wondering if I had gone overboard. so yeah. i'm up now..

Jen: Can't wait for Tuesday *bubbles over with excitement*

Marc: Cheer up k dude? Like Jen said " you won't die".. u'd WISH you were dead.. true.. but you won't die.

Lianne: I miss you.

I wanted to blog about the presentation today.. but honestly i'm just too tired.. physically i'm fine.. my eyes dont feel tired.. just.. i want to lie down.. tired..
Ever feel like crying? but you didnt really have a reason to? nor can you figure out WHY tears suddenly just felt right? this is one of those moments. i'm so tired I could cry. but at the same time, i'm TOO tired to cry. nor am I like.. upset. this is all very weird.

It's been awhile leaving the house in full make-up. I felt like such a clown.. until i looked into the mirror in school.. *pause* not as bad as I thought it would be.. at least I didnt look too much like a living-dead clown. felt like one though. I didnt recognize myself in the mirror.. looked and went "?.. that doesnt look like me.." then i poke a finger at the mirrow to make sure. my brain was THAT dead.

Did i mention I mistook facial wash for toothpaste this morning? *mutters* what a waste of my prescriptives. *wrinkles nose* the facial wash tasted horrid by the way.

All due to having only 3 hours of sleep.

Listening to: The end of the world - ( no idea who it's by)

Let's see. I got home at 12.30am.. a whole new record, considering I was in school the whole time rushing a project report and presentation ( due in 10 hours by the way)

And I still have stuff to finish up coz Angeline came down with an infection today and I've to cover her bit as well.. ah well. I suppose I just want to announce that

I Stayed In School Till 12.30am to Complete The Project.

I know it's nothing great and that everyone does it at one pt or other, but being a first-timer, i feel it's impt that i make such an annoucement.

Thank you for your time. I'm gonna go prepare for my bit of the presentation now.

Listening to: Melvin mumbling something about his assignment

*panics* the marketing project is due tomorrow! AND the group hasnt completed the report.. NOR the presentation slides. NOR rehearsed the entire thing to cut it down to 15 - 20 minutes. *sighs alot* explains the last minute meeting at 5pm later on.

Havent been sleeping well.. so i've been waking up more tired than ever.

Exams are in a month. *wrinkles nose* so by RIGHT.. i should start on my readings.. print out my notes.. oh yes.. print the readings too. *grin* i may not get to read them at all.. but just get all the printing done ya? I havent printed last week's notes too.. *pause* maybe later. it's too early in the morning.

Jen: we need to go do the facial SOON. having a breakout here.

Spent yesterday sending everyone weird old songs like "sad movies","If you don't know me by now".. etc.. oh.. and i even tried to send "doggy in the window" to Vivi. *laugh* she msged me with a "wtf"..

*grouses* what do you guys HAVE against that song anyway. it's cute.

Oh Lianne! And i got speedy gonzales.. *pause* we used to sing it back in Primary school during those sing-song sessions. not sure if it was before you joined at pri 3 though.. coz i vaguely remember this from primary 1 or 2 days.

Alrite.. *mumbles* i should get to doing my physio tutorial.. Tutorial's in 6 hours anyway.

Listening to: Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

The things I do for someone I love *wrinkles nose* I just spent the last 25 minutes singing silly songs and telling bedtime stories while Melvin is comfortably snuggled up in bed. He put me on speaker and let me blabber on. I did that last night.. he apparently likes it so there had to be repeat performance today.

*mumbles* the silly things i do for someone i love.

*murderous glare at everyone else* now dont you guys start snickering.

I didnt get to swim today as planned.. coz the skies were getting dark. and i realized i had forgotten about a birthday. So I was dragged along for a feast at Swensen's.. involved at least 3 servings of fries.. plus the main course.. plus ice cream.. URGH.. ffaaaaaattt...

Listening to: Love of a lifetime - Honeyz

*gets all agitated* I just made a big boo-boo. You know.. I was supposed to do the editing for the marketing report due next Thursday. *pause* see.. There are 6 ppl in the group and the report was divided into 6 sections so each person wrote one section. And I was supposed to edit grammar and standardize style, font etc. And well, section 5 was SO badly written.. Here.. lemme copy and paste from the section.

This training is needed because the level of practicing by the employees is vary form each other. Thus, it is ensured that every employee will practice it during the working time.

As we know, service quality from a hair salon establishment is majority depending on the individual hairstylist.

This is the most advantage for the customers? satisfaction as they can save their time in running different places.

And this is only from the first 2 paragraphs *rubs temples* And I couldnt edit it because I didnt even know what that person was trying to say.. I told tong dee ( the group leader) that I would highlight the bits I didnt know how to edit in yellow. Currently I'm tempted to hightlight the whole of section 5.

And I stayed up till like 1am to try and edit that section. I was truely irritated with the person who wrote section 5 *grouses* and elaine ( this girl in the grp) happened to be online.. so our conversation was like this

Me: *whines* Elaaaaiinnnee
Elaine: yah?
Me: who the hell wrote section 5? I've nvr seen so many grammatical mistakes in my life! I dont even know what that person is trying to say..
Elaine: er.. I did.
Me: *keeps very quiet at this point in time* you? uh.. hmm.
Elaine: alot of mistakes arh?
Me: Uh. erm. ok lar. just. ah. abit late.. so everything very blur. haha.

*hops around in agitation* That was SO embarassing! I thought she wrote section 3.. and that one didnt have any mistakes at all.. *blush* I should just learn to keep quiet until i'm sure I won't embarrass myself by speaking.

Listening to: Finally Found - Honeyz

Right. another one of those old songs. been listening to them alot lately.. jen and i have been mass exchanging those old sappy songs.

I'm due back in school in 90 minutes for a meeting and *whine* I really don't wanna go.. tired enough as it is.. AND i'm supposed to be doing my lab report but i'm way too tired to attempt something like that.

i'm fat. Can someone buy "tummy trim" for me? or what's that called.. extreme? extrim? can never remember how they spell the product.

Alrite.. i swear i had something to post about.. but after sitting here for 5 minutes, my brain shut down and all i did for the last minute was to sit here and stare at the keyboard.
Ooohh.. yeah.
I spent last night's dinner money on 2 pairs of earrings.. and all i could afford was a bowl of beancurd. I DID find ham and cheese in the fridge when i came back so i had that as well.. what luck. I could have gone hungry :)
Oh.. and because i was up all night trying to complete the reading for this morning's tutorial, i overslept and missed my 8am lecture. got to school at.. 10? yeah.. 10.
I hope I wont have that big a problem waking up tomorrow. I simply MUST finish the report on CETP and HDL-c by tonight.. so i can start on -another- report tomorrow. and do my marketing tutorial over the weekend. and etc etc.
OH... in case i didnt tell everyone who wished me luck for my test, it was a breeze. the mcq bit was like.. moronic. "The parietal cells secrete .. a) pepsinogen b) HCl.. " blah.. i mean.. what the hell.. even if i didnt study I would be answer those questions.. so let's just say i could do 18 out of 20 with one eye shut. made intelligent guesses for the other 2.. but throughout the whole test i was going "wth.. what kind of question is this.." You should have realized by now that I'm not easy to please. give me easy questions and i complain. give me difficult ones and i'd curse and swear. I mean.. I dont mind easy papers.. but this is really ridiculous.
The essay ones were slightly more difficult.. I couldnt answer the things fully.. got a few terms mixed up.. put stuff like "capillary hypoxia" instead of "circulatory hypoxia" but it was alrite overall..
*yawn* i'm gonna take a 30 min nap then head to school. *bobs over the bed and crashes*

Listening to: Paid my Dues - Anastacia

Am feeling better today.. don't worry about it.. nothing a good night's sleep can't solve ya know. Gonna head back to studying.. still alot i havent read for physio.