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You are a Musical Thinker

Musical thinkers:
Tend to think in sounds, and may also think in rhythms and melodies
Are sensitive to the sounds and rhythms of words as well as their meanings.
Feel a strong connection between music and emotions
Like many musical thinkers, Leonardo loved to sing, and had a fine voice

Other Musical Thinkers include Mozart, John Lennon, Jimi Hendrix
Careers which suit Musical Thinkers include Musician, Music teacher, Sound engineer, Recording technician

and he's left. again. *wails*

Listening to: Feeling this - Blink182

Well, I was half an hour late in meeting melvin yesterday.. AND I got there only to find out they weren't serving breakfast on weekdays anymore! *pout* We're planning to head there tomorrow.. *pause* Not sure if we would though.. I'm still undecided.

We were planning to take pictures tomorrow as well.. but.. that isnt really confirmed as yet. *ponders* we'll see.

Spent the afternoon walking around Simlim with Melvin and his parents. Reminded me how much i hate going to simlim with him. he takes -forever- to just BUY something. According to him, he was doing everything at speed record today.. ( yes.. speed record of 2 hours to get 4 items. ) Normally he would spend 6 hours there.. and end up getting nothing. Go back the next day.. to buy ONE item. Right Melvin?

Then we went back to his place. And finished off the thousand piece jigsaw we started on... erm.. yesterday? no.. not yesterday.. 2 days ago. Yesterday was spent at parkland playing games with Jeremy. We spent.. 10 hours there i think. playing games. very pricey. but fun *bounce* I've come to the conclusion that no other combi would do.. has to be Melvin, Jeremy and I playing together.. else it won't be fun. Half the time was spent on the LOTR game.. I kept getting hit *sulk* so much so that every 2 minutes or so, i would turn to melvin and whine "deeeaaarr.. help me already! ALL my troops are like gone and there is a TROLL in my base!"

Anyway. Melvin and I finished off a jigsaw puzzle. and we're gonna try and complete the other one ( yes he bought 2 ) tomorrow.

In the meantime, i'm trying to finish my protein lab report. ( so far.. only 1 sentence - "LSM 3231 Protein Structure and Function" )

*yawn*

talked to Guozhong on my way to meet Melvin today. Havent seen him around the past YEAR.. apparently he chose to do biology, which explains why I havent seen him around. Spent the bus ride whining about bleak job prospects.. then i met this other girl on the train.. ( for the life of me, i cant remember her name. ) I mean, we took the same lab last semester.. that's all i remember about her. Then we spent the train ride whining about bleak job prospects *laugh* honestly. that's all I ever talk about to my course mates now. *sigh* bleak job prospects.

Alright. I better err.. type a few more words for my report. else laichun ( my current lab partner ) will yell at me.. it is, after all.. due in 3 days or so.

Listening to: 21 questions - 50 cent

Watched "Hide and Seek" with Melvin yesterday.. i think i missed like 1/4 of the show coz my eyes were shut *laugh* Before the show, we spent what seemed like an eternity in PI.. well, it wasnt Soooo bad.. i like looking at the new games. Just.. well, melvin takes like an hour to look thru everything and I take like 15 minutes max. It's just like when we head to the library. I take 15.. 20 mins to pick out my books. And he takes FOREVER. I'd be standing there holding a stack of books waiting for him while he strolls around with just ONE book in his hand. Then I'd start the "are you DONE yet?.." and "*whine* deeaaarrr.. hurry uuuppp.." Different styles. Different habits. Different speeds.

Anyway, after the show we headed to parklane coz Melvin wanted to buy some jigsaw puzzles and i needed to use the loo rather urgently. I went into the toilet, then walked straight out without walking into any cubicle.. know why? the toilet was CREEPY. I went in.. my hairs stood on its ends.. I froze for a split second, then i turned and literally ran out. Then i stood outside and waited for Melvin.. he saw me standing there and was like "done so fast?!" then he said something about not understanding how I can be faster when all he did was unzip and etc. I didnt want to tell him.. i really didnt! so it went like this:

Me: *mumbles* I didnt go..
Melvin: *looks at me* what?
Me: *even softer* I didnt go..
Melvin: Why?!
Me: It's creepy in there *starts to get defensive*
Melvin: *laughs a little* WHat?
Me: It is! it was SO creepy in there i couldnt pee!
Melvin: *ruffles my hair* i'll wait for you outside..

Then he starts to steer me towards the ladies.. i simply refused to go in.. then he hugged me and said we'll find some other less creepy loo in another building. *giggles madly* The other toilet was def less creepy. I hate the toilets at parklane. THey freak me out for some reason.

oh crap. i'm supposed to meet melvin for breakfast at cafe cartel at 10am and its 9.20 and i havent showered. crap.. blog another day.. taaa!

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Listening to: Why Georgia - John Mayer

Mmm.. *purrs* yesterday's spa trip was lovely lovely lovely! I absolutely love back massages and scrubs.. the hand therapy was good too.. left the room feeling very moisturized.. very very err.. soft. I DID get a good laugh when I saw Melvin's face covered with pale pink globs of.. well.. stuff *laugh* I finished my facial first.. so i kinda took a peek after they removed the stuff on my face.. *giggles* he looked like his face had melted. It was So funny..

The jaccuzzi was alrite. Just a very noisy tub of water. what -was- funny was Mel's shorts ballooning up with all that water. He should have just worn swimtrunks like i told him to..

Physio assignment is due on friday.. BAH. i should get started on it. Then i have to do the protein lab reports ( which is due next week ) and the marketing report.. which is due the week after.WHY do i have so much to do this semester?.. WHY...

Listening to: Nothing

I posted early this morning.. at about 1am, but the post got lost.. so.. mm.. I'm going to try and recall what it was i typed. Brain's a lil dead due to a 8am class and the marketing tutorial.. *yawn* sleepy.

Am currently in central library trying to read the stuff for the 3pm tutorial.. *looks at colored notes* i did alot of highlighting.. the only problem now is understanding the stuff i highlighted. I should have just printed the stuff on blue paper and use a correction tape to get rid of a few words ( Just about the whole page is blue.. with pockets of white-unhighlighted words )

Skipped Physio lab yesterday to watch Constantine with Melvin. The show was not too bad.. The concept of the human realm being sandwiched between heaven and hell intrigues me. Plus the scene where John Constantine showed the finger to Lucifer was way funny.. *grin*

*pokes Melvin* Melvin should learn to stop scaring me. Right at the beginning of the show, he whispered "This bit is gruesome i heard.. very very horrifying.." then i shut my eyes in reflex. only to hear him snickering.. so I thwarp him. and he keeps doing that throughout the show.. making comments like "Ooo... loook dear.. look.. this is gonna be scary.. he's gonna get his arm chomped off" *glares at Melvin* I know you -enjoy- being thwarped.. *giggle* but was that neccessary?

We went to play games at parklane after the movie.. bah. Should have asked Jeremy along imo. Ah well.. we always have next week..

Oddly, yesterday was very satisfying. Movie.. dinner.. games.. the usual. But it brings me back to "how it used to be".. so it's good.

Wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow. *bounce* can't wait! maybe.. we'll do.. movie, dinner and games. LOL. the usual. not complaining. I like the stability. i do :)

You Are 16 Years Old

16 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Listening to: Remember when it rained - Josh Groban

Mel came back on sat nite.. what can i say.. the experience wasn't what i had expected. Found myself.. well.. distancing away from him. He tried to bring me back to the way it used to be ( and he failed miserably ) I don't know.. is it like, even normal? I had spent the first few weeks after he left feeling bereaved. No one to hold my hand while i walked along the roads.. No one to accompany me just to buy that lil item I wanted.. No one to like, be there for me always. shower me with love and affection.. blah blah.

Then i got used to it i guess. Coz now he's back, and I won't even let him hold my hand ( in fact when he tried I half went into panic ).
It's like.. look. He'll only be back for these 2 weeks.. Am i supposed to plummet back to the bleak moods after he leaves again? I don't want to get used to depending on him again.. not this time.

I know i'm supposed to "cherish the times together" but i -really- wouldn't want to experience all that pain all over again.

And him, being him, started to get paranoid.. blah blah.. long story.

it's Valentine's day.. I have a test in 7 hours. i'm -so- screwed.. coz the past few days have been spent fooling around, and reaching home early in the morning and stuff.

*dances around* Even though things are kinda weird out between the 2 of us, i'm happy he's back to be my personal chauffuer *grins* well, i am glad he's back.'

Except for one lil giltch. Havent been able to study ANYTHING since he came back.
Bah i'm gonna fail..

Listening to: whatever the neighbour is playing ( i hope his speakers explode )

My question is, "Why me?"

The last time I looked at the clock before i fell asleep was 6.20am..
The phone rang and woke me up at 8ish. and I haven't been able to go back to sleep since.

*Sigh* Why mE?

Listening to: Boys and Girls - Good Charlotte

It's 3a.m in the morning. I'm still awake. Because a certain somebody made extra coffee at 5pm.. assured me it was MILD coffee.. She took 2 mugs and said she couldnt finish. so I drank half a mug of her MILD coffee. *growls* MILD SHE SAYS! *gets all agitated* so WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?

*mutters darkly* I don't get it. How come she's totally knocked out and I'm like.. awake.

ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! *pulls hair*

Listening to: Until the Time is Through - Five

Ya know what? I was pretty pleased with my CNY collections.. -until- the late night mahjong sessions. Lets just say i donated my red packets back to my relatives. I mean, that's prolly WHY they give me big red packets.. they KNOW they'll get it back ANYWAY. *laugh* My aunt kept hitting my hand though. Coz i would always get the "hua" she needed. hah!

Melvin's 3-presents-in-1 is ready *beams happily* I was so proud of myself that i cammed shimin JUST to show her what it was i got for him *laugh* and i even took a picture of it to send to jen. *giggles madly* Well i can't post the pic up yet.. i'll post it after he opens his present ya? or at least, if i don't get too lazy... i'll post it up.

Joanne highlighted her hair! so so surprising.. but it looks nice.. adds a lil texture to her.. err.. flat rebonded hair. But yes, the highlighting was very nicely done :)

I went overboard on spending today ( again ). Guess it is true.. when I go "yay! I have money!".. it becomes "had" in less than 24 hours. I don't know.. it's YJ's fault! The other day he reminded me about how we used to buy Mrs Field's cookies and brownies at Holland Village (before they did all that renovation ).. i mean, that was -years- ago. like 6 years? Geez i feel old. Anyway, ever since he brought it up, i've been having this craving for Mrs Fields..

So. I bought this whole tin of cookies. Honestly, I've never spent 30 over bucks on cookies.. but err.. yeah.. *looks at half empty tin* well, there is a first time for everything eh? I wanted to get the brownies too.. but mmm... decided against it when i remembered i was ahh.... supposed to be on a diet. *cough* well, a few hours break from the diet won't kill me. *goes on defensive*

Was contemplating if I should visit mother on CNY but decided against it. NOt interested in getting scolded on the first day of CNY. i WAS filial ( is that how you spell the word? Gee. )enough to send her an SMS from Singnet's site. *shrug* at least a "happy CNY mom".. wish i could see the annoyed look on her face tho. I love spoiling her day *beam*

Listening to: It must have been love - Roxette

I'm dead tired. Travelled to Kampong Glam and Kallang Bahru after lecture today. Needed to take a brief look at the facilities there, the demographics and stuff. Chances are, the group will choose to do the Kampong Glam area.. considering it's an old estate and we have issues like congregation of thai workers and the ever growing pigeon population there. I'm only worried about the imbalance of demographics there. Mostly old folks above 50.. just a few young families.. worried we might not get much in the 13-19 age group.. coz we have to survey 3 age groups..

Kallang Bahru has a more balanced community. It's recently been upgraded.. the CC is kinda new. But it's an average neightbourhood.. Don't think we would have much to write about if we did that area. I mean I would rather choose like Ghim Moh.. it's CLOSE to school. It's got all the ppl in diff age grps we need.. rather UNfortunately, it's considered a rather "well to do" estate - relative to Kampong Glam and Kallang Bahru. Something tells me i have to make a trip down to the Bouna Vista CC tomorrow to ask a few questions. They HAVE to have SOME problems.. no estate is perfect.

Right now, i have blistered feet. and fingers ( *grins at marcus* Shush. secret for now yah? )
and aching legs. and I just want to... lie down and do nothing. I dozed off on the bus just now.. only goes to show i was REALLY tired coz i don't normally fall asleep on buses ( unless there is someone with me and i feel safe enough to sleep...) Been paranoid since my gran fall asleep once and had her bag stolen.

And despite living close to school, i've broken ALL record and reached class only 90 mins after i left the house. spent an hour and fifteen minutes at the damn bus-stop. missed 2 PACKED buses. left the place at 11.15, got to class 12.45.. i may as well have been living in woodlands or changi *grumbles*

And i guess the disappointment of the night is coz he ain't calling tonight. After a long, tiring day.. i figured it would be nice to talk to him. ah well. pity then, coz he's too lazy to leave the house to call me ( long story that, dont ask ) Trying very hard not to blame him for it. thoughts like "what, i'm not WORTH that 5 min walk to the phone booth?" take too much energy. So it's more like a "oh. kay then. i'll talk to you tomorrow." Do i expect too much now?... It's just one night after all. I don't know why it ALWAYS leads to a "if he does it this once.. in future... it'll just BE a regular thing" i'm a paranoid person. It stems from my mom, i swear. BAh i'm not going to dwell on the subject. it's just a fucking phone call.

but yes, a certain kind of disappointment.

Listening to : My Confession - Josh Groban

*Moans* I just spent the last 12 hours trying to do a 12 page essay on Child abuse Schemes and Policies. I can't say I've succeeded, but I've made progress.. Got to about the second line of page 11 and my brain just blinked off. And I figured that was the end of my summary ( which was about 1 page long ) I had wanted a longer summary of course.. the aim was to do a 1 and 1/2 page summary but my brain cell couldnt make it. And since it was mid-sentence when my brain blinked off, I couldnt possibly leave it hanging there.. so I deleted that sentence and ended with a "thus, there is much more to be done." so much for a summary.

That summarizes my day. an 11 page.. well.. 10 page and a sentence essay. yes. Page 11 has ONE sentence. "Thus, there is much more to be done". I'm sure the prof will be VERY impressed *snorts*

It is true though. There IS much more to be done. not with regard to the essay topic. but i DO still have tons of stuff to do *sigh* First, i need juice. Second, I need to do my physio readings. and protein. AND study for the F-ing test on Vday. There does my weekend. And Chinese New year. And the NEXT weekend. *cries*

Listening to: Only One - Yellowcard

My stupidity is boundless.
I freaking forgot to file for graduation.. which means either

a) I go to the Dean's office tomorrow.. and tell them i simply forgot.. and they help me with it

or

b) I go the Dean's office, tell them i forgot. and they tell me the same thing they do every semester "I'm sorry there is nothing I can do to help you"

And since they have never been able to help me. not ONCE. i'm quite positive it will be option b.

*sigh* stupid stupid me.

On the better note.. if I DO grad one sem later due to this, i can get my chemistry minor.. heh.

Listening to: Melvin's voice ( talking on skype as i type )

*burps* excuse me.. *grin* had a really really full dinner. the company was lovely, the service sucked, but overall it was brillant.

I didnt plan to go for the "choir steamboat outing".. but Jenny insisted.. she and tim called, told me they were on the bus to my place.. so yeah. I kinda had a quick shower and left the place. and we took a cab down to Bugis and met up with irene, xinrong and Meng :) lotsa food.. "le-ame" jokes *giggle* and etc..

we even played a number guessing game.. the loser had to try and finish what was in the bowl.. *wrinkles nose* brain not functioning very well.. it's getting late, i'm talking to mel at the same time and i'm trying to read my notes and think abt how to write abt what happened this evening. all the same time. so pardon me if i don't sound very coherent.

Jen's hair looks alrite after re-bonding :)
Meng is a prawn-addict.
Xinrong.. *laugh* xinrong you didnt have to finish EVERY piece of meat in there ya know.
Irene you need to put on more weight.
Chuu.. err.. chuu.. *Silence* nothing to say abt chuu..
and thanks tim :)

Tim and Irene were sneaking food into my bowl the whole night..
It's like i finish eating.. i lean back and 10 mins later.. food appears IN my bowl. and it's HOT. why? coz i have ppl who determined to feed me. it's like i don't even notice it until i look at the bowl.. then i look up and ask "who put this in my bowl?"

Apparently Irene spent the night 'serving' food to chuu and i.. *laugh* coz we weren't exactly eating.. i mean we ate what was in our bowls.. but we weren't taking stuff from the pot.. so Irene.. being irene, had to feed us *beam*

Currently trying to coax mel to sleep coz it's like 3am over there and he's got class when the sun rises. *yawn* i'm sleepy too..

nite guys..

Listening to: Broken Vow - Josh Groban

I went to NYskin yesterday.. the experience was traumatizing to say the least. In summary, the facial itself was 30 mins. But I was in there for at least 3 hours, with the rest of the time listening to sales pitches... ( they tried to get me to sign up for this $360 facial.) and MIND YOU, it's 360 EACH time.. and you buy in tens. which makes it 3.6k...

The most traumatizing moment was the skin analysis. Where they zoom in on your skin using this machine.. except they didnt really zoom in on the SKIN.. they zoomed in on my zits and blackheads. My nose looks like it's got volcanic craters stuck on it. and my back looks ready to erupt in pus. *cries* Looking at your pimples at a 200x zoom is NOT something you want to experience.

Midway thru i was telling myself "STop.. stop! i'll pay! i'll pay the 3600 you want!.. just STOp.. i dont want to see anymore!...."

Talk about a huge blow to your self esteem.

Thanks for the beer and company Kudus *grin*

Listening to : Per Te - Josh Groban

Per te, per te, vivrò
L'amore vincerà
Con te, con te avrò
Mille giorni di felicità
Mille notti di serenità
Farò quello che mi chiederai
Andrò sempre dovunque tu andrai
Darò tutto l'amore che ho per te

Dimmi che tu già il futuro lo sai
Dimmi che questo non finirà mai
Senza di te non voglio esistere


I posted something this morning.. lost it though. I'm not going to try and retype what was written. In a totally different mood now.. and it does seem as though it isn't very impt anymore, that what i wrote must be posted.

The past week has been terribly numbing. I can sit here alone.. I can be crying.. I can be laughing.. but it's like.. i don't FEEL it.

I need to find a reason to be happy. I need a reason to live.

( at this pt, Kenneth's words come to mind. Something about being sick of caring.. *sighs*)

Of course to all those I talk to, it would seem like there is nothing wrong.. and well, good for you guys.. I'm sure talking to a walking corpse isnt something you would enjoy. I try to appear happy. I do. Unfortunately when it comes to melvin, I can't seem to act all chirpy so he's on the receiving end of all the shit. you guys should buy him a drink each for being SUCH a brave baby eh? *cries* I need a damn drink. I don't even know WHY I'm feeling the way I do. It's not logical. I don't HAVE anything to be upset about. Yet most of the time, i'm just.. SAD. not happy. numb. empty. why?

YJ and I were out on thurs.. For a few minutes there it was as though we returned to our secondary school days. He snuck kfc's mashed potato thing into the cinema.. i told him i didn't want any, but he bought a huge one anyway ( coz i'd end up changing my mind.. he says )
Yeah.. he kinda held this huge spoonful of nice gooey potato in front of me to tempt me.. and very naturally I leaned forward right?.. yeah except he did that "withdraw the spoon at the last minute" trick.. which got me sulking, so he tried to "baby" me. Then it became something like that:

"come on.."
"no!" *sulk*
"say ahhh..." *spoon zooms in*
"no!" *clamps mouth shut*
"caaaat... it's gonna drop on your shirt!"
*glares and eats*

Like I said.. for a minute there.. it was as if i was 16 again. heh.

*sighs* yeah.

DAmn i need a drink.

Listening to: I don't wanna fall in love - Tonya Mitchell

I need new songs in my playlist.

Tonya Mitchell is one of those that didn't manage to make it in the world of entertainment. I remember Lianne telling me about her songs.. how her album WAS going to be released "next year". And well, lets say she DID release an album, or at least i think she did.. then there was something abt the record label dropping her. yet even TODAY, i listen to her songs ( many thanks to Lianne for keeping her songs ). There were quite a few songs.. My fave at that time was this track called broken promises. Maybe coz i related to it, at that time. Gosh. how many years has it been.. Was I in secondary school or JC?.. man *feels old*

Anyhow if ya want, here's a link.. there're like sample clips of her only album.



Tonya

~I've seen the tears they cried, when its time for goodbye. i didnt wanna be the one who's asking why.. i dont wanna fall in love, till i fall in love with you ~

Sappy SAPPY night.